If only falling didn't hurt.
It's all about me

Hi there fellow human.
My name's Amanda.
I love to sing, really.
Oh.
And I love food.

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Saturday, April 21, 2012, 1:51 AM
END

I'm just so tired of trying. What do you really want from me? You want me to stay by your side, 24/7? You want me to do things your way? You expect me to always know what's on your mind?

Speak now.




Saturday, January 14, 2012, 8:16 AM

OH NO NOT AGAIN


You know I've got a thing for cute guys. And Lee Chi Hoon is no exception. SO THERE'S ANOTHER HOON whom I've taken to liking.

And I'm guessing that I'll get controlled and mesmerized by cute guys. Oh well. Life.

Okay, so Ive pretty much nothing to talk about now. It's just about the mundane life of an uninteresting 18 year old. Or maybe 17 and a half.

My eyes are closing. Half closed.




Thursday, January 12, 2012, 5:59 AM

Lately, I've been having sleepless nights.
I've kinda lost contact with my buddies. Well, obviously we still are like "friends" on Facebook or follow each other on Twitter. But the sad thing is, there's no more of the everyday concern or even the occassional bitching.
Time really changes people. So does environment. People really do change. I've seen it for myself, and so have I experienced it myself.
I really do miss those good old days. Well, at least there weren't so much stuff to face.

I'm gonna turn 18 this July. 2012, do you really believe that it's gonna be the end? I don't really want it to end so fast. So much stuff I've yet to try.
At least let me go clubbing first.
And and and, omg, how can I not fulfill my dream first?

Class started. Bunch of idiots messing up my thoughts. There seems to be these monsters in me that are telling me different stuff, messing up my mind.

Mindfucked. I don't know. I feel really tired.

Oh I hear the door opening.
I think it's my Mum.

Gotta go.

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Monday, October 31, 2011, 5:01 AM

Some things are better left unsaid. I don't wanna hurt your self-esteem. And that pathetic portion of dignity you are left with.

Some day, I would be better than you in everything I do. Just watch me.




Sunday, October 16, 2011, 6:04 AM

I don't understand what people ever want from me.
I try to explain things, and I become the Misunderstood.
I try to do what people like and tell me to do, and I become the Fake.
I try to cut down on food intake, I become the Anorexic.
I eat the food I like, I become the Fat.

So what's life about then? Tell me about it, I'm all ears.




Sunday, August 21, 2011, 6:46 AM

Out of this universe. My love for you has struck.





Wednesday, August 17, 2011, 9:17 AM

Love, is simple yet complicating. It's like the solar system. You know how many planets there are, you know there's also the milky way. But you just can't explain some things about it. That is how my definition for love is.