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Wednesday, November 28, 2007, 6:24 PM

29thNovemeber2007 Thursday
♡--A小妞's speech starts

Yawn.Woke up at 7am tdy.So tired.Ytd was band.Tired luhs.Something shocking happened.Not supposed to blog about it.Daddy went to Malaysia for some business thing.Band camp coming, P.O.P coming.Can't wait for it.


Check out this video.A lively one.Love JJ!
Hehe.GuiGui&Wang Zi.What a cute pair.How I wish I can be like them,in the show.
But how can that possibly happen?Well,just want to blog some nonsense here.C ya!

Loves,
♡--A小妞

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Sunday, November 25, 2007, 2:14 AM

Woah.Finally have the time to blog again.Well,my blog's in a big mess now.Too lazy to do anything to it alrd.Yawn,went to look for nylon tip drumsticks tdy.Daddy said Bkt Timah plaza have,so went there.The shop wasn't opened.And it ended up to be a guitar shop =.= Then went to buy some food to cook.Gosh,so many ppl there.
My current blog song is nice huh.Discovered by my daddy.He listens to the Japanese Fm anyway,with me there of cos.Here's the lyrics:


※Baby boy watashi wa koko ni iru yo dokomoikazu ni matteruyo
You know dat I love you dakara koso shinpashinakuteiindayo
donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranaiyo kono kokoro
iitai koto wakarudeshou?
anata no koto matteruyo※

fukiyouna ore tooku ni iru kimi
tsutaetai kimochi sono mama iezu ni kimi wa icchimatta
ima ja nokosareta kimi wa ARUBAMU no naka
denba deshika aenai hibi takedo mienaize kimi no hohoemi
kimi no nukumori kami no kaori kono nodo no kawaki wa sono mama mitasarezu ni
sugitekuhibi no naka nandaka kimi no omokage hitasura sagashita
kimi to yoku aruita ano michi wa ima ore dake no ashioto ga hibiiteita
nan koto yori omae no hou wa genki ka? chan to meshikutteruka?
chikushou、yappa ieneeya
mata kondo okuruyo ore kara no Letter

(※repeat)

kawa no sunahama de mita kimi no sugata nami ni no mareta kimi ni iitai kotoba
nandaka MAJI setsunee otoko na noni nande…kotoba dekitekoneeya
oboetemasu ka? kimi to itta KARAOKE no naka
ore ga ireta kyoku no kotoba MONITAA ni ukanda mama
honto wa kimi ni tsutaetakatta
kimi to futari kiri de hajimete machiawase wo shita ano hi
marude guuzen ni atta ka no youni wa shigi
hohoemu kimi ga wasurerarenaitte
hanashi kanari sore chimatta ga wakaruyo na? ore ga iitai kotoba
S**t nokori kaku bashou ga nee ya
gomen tsugi wa zettai ni okuru kara

(※repeat)

ore ga motto kanemochidattara motto matomona shigoto wo shitara (shitetara)
moshimo subete gisei ni dekita no nara ore wa zettai ni kimi wo…
daga Please kanchigai dake wa sunna kimi ni sabishii omoi wa sasetakunee ga
isogashii naka anma hanasenee ga
baby believe kore wa all for our future
But shoujiki imasugu kimi to aitai imasugu dakishimeteyaritai
mukashi kimi ga ore no tonari de suwatteta seki ni wa mou daremoinaitte…
maa sonna koto wa iinda iitai koto wa sonnananjaneenda
imasara daga zutto iitakatta kotoba wo kome okuru Unsent letter

Baby girl watashi wa koko ni iruyo dokomo ikazu ni matteruyo
You know dat I love you dakarakoso shinpaishinakute iindayo
donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranaiyo kono kokoro
iitai koto wakaru deshou?
anata no koto matteruyo

Baby boy watashi wa koko ni iru yo dokomo ikazu ni matteruyo
You know I love you dakarakoso shinpaishinakute iindayo
donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranaiyo kono kokoro ima nara sunao ni ieruyo
I don't eva wanna let you go

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Friday, November 23, 2007, 1:41 AM

Hihi everyone.Something's screwed up,in my blog.So,sry for any inconveniences.
Also,won't be blogging tmr & Sunday.Going fr Japanese class ltr.Junction 8:]

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Thursday, November 22, 2007, 6:47 PM

23thNovember2007 Friday:D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL!!!!!


Happy birthday,babe.Woke up at 7am today.The funny thing is that I don't feel tired,not even a bit.Congrats WEST GROVE PRI for getting 287 for PSLE,which holds the third place in the whole of Singapore.Gosh,great job huh:D Tmr's band again.
Very tired.Cos I have some girl stuff.Monthly one.Cramp.Ouch.
I always feel so left out.Maybe I shouldn't even have joined back.Even though I have the passion for it.But I really feel left out.Nvm,cos I know I am meant to be left out.Nvm.Hate myself for looking so shitty(?),ppl wanna leave me out.


SOng:你最近还好吗
Artiste:S.H.E

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
]没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007, 3:11 PM



Talking on the phne to Laopo:D


Hate the lines:{


A stupid pose.Bleah:X


Like this:D


LOve me?


Like this pic quite alot:}Obsession


Wth.What a face to give.


I'm gonna set off,to...where?


Me,sending kissed..to the bread?Anyway,<33 this pic the most:D


22ndNovember2007 Thursday:D

Had band ytd.Super tired after that.Actually it was still ok la.Woots!Japanese classes are finally resuming TOMORROW!!!Cnt wait to see Sensei:D
Well,zilian the day b4 ytd.So just upload the pics lorh.*Eyesore*:D
Oh,I finally fnd a guy of my life...in audi.Then another guy came & wanted to couple with me,but,gosh.What a chance to miss:D---->:[

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Monday, November 19, 2007, 1:49 AM


19thNovember2007 Monday:D

Today's quite a tiring day.Sukoshi dakae:D Well,had band la.Sectional:DCOme on,percussion rocks!!!Tried to follow,kinda failed.Sad:[ But never mind,persevere!!!
Gambatte ne!!Oh,the gd news is---Japanese class is finally resuming this coming Friday!!Can't wait for it:} Currently,I am revising Japanese in case I have forgotten some.In case Sensei gives a random test.Woots!!Going off to practice my music piece!!Jyane!!

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Sunday, November 18, 2007, 1:22 AM

Sunday 18thNovember:D

Hellos everyone:D First of all,want to say a big SORRY to Fiona dar,cos I forgot to get her a birthday gift.ANyways,HAPPY BELATEDBIRTHDAY!!!Don't worry,will be giving you the present as soon as school reopens.Well,busy with band this few days.Er,want to blog about something which I find quite amusing.I added a guy in MSN.Actually,I got his email from Teens magazine.It was like ,a month a go or something,don't quite remember:D Then on Friday,I saw his contact.I went to ask him "WHO ARE YOU?!"...Then he said "Me?...Is me lo."Diao.Yes,that was my reaction.Until he asked me "Do you read Teens?"Then,BINGO,he was the guy I,yes,ME,i added him.LMAOS.Fancy asking a guy Ihad added myself.Gosh,how blur can i get.Then I chatted with the guy.Basically,he is just this shuai ge who is in ITE,18 I guess.Lols.We chatted....Well,then I asked for his number,which is something stupid for a girlto do.But I din' think much.Smses on the phne.Then ytd,Rivervalley Secondary came to our sch.Had fun.Hey,reaching school at 7.50am is not easy for me.But I find it ok.Nothing scary.Whatever.Oh,I have already set up the "online shop",although it has yet to be done,but I have already linked the web.Feel free to look around there!!Well,there's still band tmr,1-4pm.Still ok la,compared to other days of 9am-6pm practice.Oops,should I have said that?L0ls:D LMAOS.GG off to continue with my JApanese praticem,cos lessons are resuming next week!! Jyane!!

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Thursday, November 15, 2007, 6:07 PM

16thNovember2007 Friday:D

Woke up at 8am tdy.On the computer till now,10.13am.So bored...Miss my dear<33
Gg to audi ltr:D Well,my previous skin was in a mess,hence I changed to the current skin.At least it is MUCH better than the previous one.Oh,me&Daddy have kinda set up an online website (hosted by BLogger)for selling bags and wallets.Wld give the link as soon as we are done with everything:D Wld be back to blog more abt tdy.Byes!

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1:25 AM


Lame thing,by me:D

15thNovember2007 Thursday:D

Decided to blog,AGAIN.Cos very bored,and lot's of things happened.Just gg to blog some.Well,as usual,audition.Met this guy,14,ask me to be his GF.Lols.Chatted and gt along quite well.Din' think too much.Then audi with LaoPo.Lols.Lot's of things happened.Me and dear(:X)kept sending whispers to each other.Sent him a big MUACKS when he was taking his license.Me and LaoPo also had lots of fun.Sending whispers was the best part,of everything.Yeah.Guess maybe a meet up with him someday?Hard to say:D Gtg:D




Wednesday, November 14, 2007, 8:01 PM


They are so funny




5:09 PM


He is just the guy

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3 laopos.Gosh,I look so terrible.:D


15thNovember2007 Thursday:D

Joined band agns.Happy luhs.Very tired tdy,or rather,muscle ache,cos ytd had smth la.Cnt tell,if nt ltr like somebdy I know...Tdy gg to train and catch up on stokes as well as my dance.Busy,still must catch up with Japanese,cos the course s resuming alrdy.Woke up at 7 plus tdy.Siao huhs.Went to audition to check out the changes made.Well,felt left out ytd.I AM SO LEFT OUT...Cnt blame anyone...Well,gg off to continue with the dance.Wld be bck to edit,maybe.




Monday, November 12, 2007, 8:51 PM




8:13 PM

13thNovember2007 Tuesday:[

Current mood:RRREEEEAAAALLLLYYY BBBBAAADDDD!!!!Because I am sad:[

Let's talk abt ytd.Well,the band teacher called my father.After much consideration,I have decided to join band again.Tmr's the day when I would be back.I am so scared,what if the practices is intensive(nvm abt tt),what if no one welcomes me?Gosh,am i reading too much into it?Maybe luhs.I think I am gg to have a fever soon.It's not tt I am cursing myself,but I am having cough and a (irritating)runny nose.Gdness me,am I gg to fall sick and give tmr a miss?No way.Even if I am sick,I wld persevere,so tt ppl wld nt say tt I am giving an excuse to miss band,again.Have been watching BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO!!!It's like,finally gt the disc.Hahaha...*Lking for medicine*...I really wanna move to Taiwan,so tt I cn see Owodog.Or maybe even Japan,to improve more on my Japanese.Well,gt to go rest b4 intensive training tmr.Byes!

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Sunday, November 11, 2007, 11:11 PM

12thNovember2007 Monday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
My blog's under some renovation,so there would be missing links.Sorry for the inconvenience and everything.Also,I won't be blogging often 'cos I would be busy,yup,very busy rather.Oh,went to Malaysia with Dad&Mum ytd.Saw one big group of teenagers,ALL GUYS...Bleah,they kept looking at me.Then I stared at them,and they turned off.Hate their attitude,but love their looks:D Finally,after ages of waiting,
i finally bought BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO's DVD.Yippie!Would be buying Ying Ye 3+1 some time after.Going to watch Brown Sugar Macchiato,after umpteen time of watching BSM.Oh ya,I just remembered that I have already bought prepaid for audition...

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Thursday, November 08, 2007, 7:58 PM


I want him to be my Boyfriend!

Learn BeatBox from JAY!

Super funny,especially the back part when Ah Wei and Show did the slow motioned one.


They really look alike.Owodog's my darliing!



Damn Funny




3:16 PM

Thursday 8thNovember07

I don't know why I have been crying this few days.I suppose I am all tired out.My parents have been quarelling over the past 2 weeks.Although it is not really continuos,but I really wanted to just pack my things and leave the house,forever.But I didn't,cos still had the responsibility there.Well,thousand of tears have flooded my days,but live still has to go on,the dances still has to go on.I really can't bear to leave my friends either:( Oh,went for blood test ytd.Not really painful though.Would try to look at the whole process the next I am having a blood test:X
Mummy bought me the walls ice cream plus the disc which comes along when you buy walls ice cream:) LOve her la.I may be going over to support NAT on the 10th.Maybe without my parents,lest they quarell again...

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007, 2:27 AM

Tuesday 6thNOvember:D

Have to insert the date,cos the date's kinda irrelavant(?).Well,woke up at 9am today.So late la!My ideal time was like 8 am.The first thing i did when I woke up was to on the computer.After lazing arnd the hse for like 10 mins,decided to give LiPIng laopo a call.Surprise!She woke up at 8.30am.I was kinda shocked la.She asked me to watch ying ye 3+1.Super nice show la.By Mingdao,qiao en,jason Hsu.Even the song tt u hear now is frm the show.NIce huh?Actually,my plan was to go buy my luch at arnd 12noon.But I played audition with Laopo until 3 plus then decided to pull myself up to buy MY lunch.Rushed home directly after buying my lunch.Played audition while eating my lunch.I am so MAD abt audition lerh:D Kept having combos la!Woots!Miss some ppl frm audition NOW.
They are:
idanceyoudie:D
Boysurfer02:D
And some other.Forgot the names lerh.Played couple dance all the way with this guy called...Boysurfer02,if I am nt wrong.Had great chemistry la.Saw alot of shuaii ges.GG to buy 3 3 PPCto doll my character up.Only in this way can I meet shuaii ges:X Having "smth similar to" dance class of Jolin's Agent J!GG to learn this dance,hopefully b4 sch re opens:D GG to dance off in my pink dance flr!!

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Sunday, November 04, 2007, 4:42 PM



Jiayou,Kelly!!:D




Friday, November 02, 2007, 10:27 PM



Just realised that the date of my posting is ALWAYS later by a day...Si Bai...
Did Laopo's blog ytd.Both of us were trying to figure out the codes la...so cute:D
Her blog is http://mixxy-lollipop-prince.bs.com...Haha..Try to find her link in my linkage yourselfs:D Well,played audition with Laopo Liping(even though I told myself not to play,again:X).Discovered that Laopo's skills have improved tremendously la:DI lost to her leh:X Well,going to practice my Japanese!!Wish me good luck:D

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Thursday, November 01, 2007, 4:34 PM

The current time is 0735...Early huh.But my parents quarelled over SOME matters ytd.Ehs,I am an only child,so I could talk to NO ONE,well,maybe my bolster is an exception.*blush*...They din really spare a thought for me,'cos they just kept quarelling until it was bedtime,then they went to sleep.Come 0n,this is not a routine nor a matter to be laughed about.I am so tired.Well,my cousin is coming out from Malaysia,a guy,20 years' old,LOOKING FOR A JOB?*thinks*...This is just too...Never mind.Have been re-watching Brown Sugar Macchiato this few days...
Have been so absorbed la:D i LOVE: PRINCE,0W0D0G & XIAOYU:D

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