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Thursday, December 27, 2007, 7:32 PM

28thDecemeber2007(:

A BAD FALL:(

ytd was the outing.yays!percussion went with trumpet section.very fun.
percussion only had(recall):

me,xinyi,edward,ramdan,ron,wenjie,fuad,khairul,minnie,lincoln,bennie,erin,weiping.
we were supposed to meet at jurong east mrt at 9am.and i reached at 8am.so early cn:( cos mum and dad had to work,so they drove me there to have breakfast together before i set off.went to the toilet,cos my stomach was aching like hell:X you shld knw what ppl do in the toilet yea? ahhas.waited upstairs near the control station.i almost wanted to lie dwn and sleep.saw angella and her friends.ahhas.cnt believe she rmb me.then saw edward dwnstairs,then saw Faiz upstairs.wth.then after everyone's here,we set off.reached there.took bus,then alighted then walked a 1234567891012345678910 km frm there.then fnd a spot to settle dwn.crapped abit,ate some tidbits(which was like ALOT),then went dwn to the beach,the SAND!!!faiz,edward and i were playing with the water like mad.ahhas.childhood perhaps.then they decided to play soccer,on the sand leh.so diff to run,and they'll always kick the sand instead of the ball.then they they saw this sea creature.i guess it was king crab.i knw cos i used to catch them in kukup whenever i go for a holiday.okay,abit of a sidetrack.ps.then they went to disurb the kc,and it moved.thn we moved to the waters on the other side.scared lah.they decided to play "monkey".
i was wearing white!!!!.and my shirt read:i love chicken rice balls.and eventually EVERYONE,especially zameer they all lor.bad leh.then i kept becoming the monkey lah,cos i kept missing the ball
:( arghhs,and my bra was visible alrdy.pft.then bennie and xinyi came,and we pushed them into the water.xinyi was also wearing white,and her shirt is DAMN PLAIN,unlike mine lah.then wen jie said xinyi wear sports bra.omg,eyeerrrr:E
then saw the king crab,only this time,it was TWOOOOOOO.omg,and i guess they were mating.weiping gt pricked by smth,i hope no poisen gotten in ya.thn they say:hey,if want to fck also dn fck here lah.ahhas.wad's mre,they attempted to catch the two kc,i was sooooo disgusted cn.yucks:( bleah.sick arse,why cm disturb lah.nvm,as long no one hurt cn ler:) thn played alot of games.thn eat agns.thn blah blah blah.went to rent roller blades.edward and minnie,esp minnie were alrdy pros lah,bt me and xinyi were like,duh-.- i fell the most,till cnt continue anymore.my left butt had too much friction with the flr,till there's this whole patch of,aiyar,idk hw to say.just like,DAMN pain.xinyi kept blaming me for making her fall.she said it was bcos she wanted to turn bck and look at me,thn when i fall,she also fall.frm this,cn tell she likes to blame ppl yea-.- i think my leg wld recover in no time,BUT...DAMN PAIN LAH.i cnt continue,so Ramdan tong pang me.VERY THANK YOU yea!!
sry for making yr leg hurt,all the troubles:(
ending nt happy ending sia:(
very pain,i scared cnt recover.
and tdy i nt feelin well,thats y nv go band.
and my leg pain like hell,cnt walk properly,saturday still have to go malaysia leh
dn wants to go ler la.you all go yrself.
Had macdonalds,then took bus,then mrt
alighted at jurong east,changed train.
alighted at chua chu kang,switched to LRT,
reached hme arnd 11.daddy waited for me at the lrt station.thank you:)
thats all.gt to rest.byes

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007, 7:27 PM

26thDecember2007 (:


PERCS outing(:

Yay!Tmr's the outing alrd.ahhas(: bt the sad thing is that sheryl wont be gg.I dn wants lah,i want sheryl to go.sobs;(

Ytd was christmas,me and mummy just sat at the living rm watching COFFEE PRINCE!! Li Ji Hoon is so cute:) And I realsied that he is acting in Hi xiao Jie,which I had alrd bought.Yay:) gg to watch it ltr.on christmas eve,we called for Maconalds delivery at 11 plus and it came at 12 plus.duhh -.- mummy waited till she just dropped asleep.then me and daddy had a feast loh.ahhas.left some for mummy.then woke up at 10 plus the nxt morning.at the burger frm last night.ahhas:) happy yea.
hair extension rocks:) then on christmas eve,went orchard.
they have FREE HUGS!!By hunks(some yea).was abt to get one.maybe nxt yr:( just decided to upload some random pics frm last yr,while waiting for the photos frm orchard:)











Yays,tmr's PERCS outing.
maybe meeting up with him first.
then after outing,
see hw first.
i love the potential breakup song(:

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Sunday, December 23, 2007, 10:30 PM


ilovethispic(:

Deeply in love with...

24thDec07-silent night to come(:
WO LIAN AI LE(: ahhas. gg to orchard ltr.yay(:
christmas is here to stay! yay.cnt wait for the outing.3 more days to the

27th.yays.cnt seem to express myself through words when I am extremely happy.maybe i am too happy.went to make a replacement for my e-z link card.it cost me 19 bucks.gosh,and i prefer my former one,cos the photo is nicer.ass lah.blame myself:( and went for injection tdy.arhss.bt it wasnt PAIN i felt.it was..numbness i suppose.yea,numbness.have to take some more.sad:( dad says it wld be the best if i were to take french
after japanese.reason being:with the languages i knw including japanese&french,i wld have no problem in communicating with the whole world.
gosh,"inspiring" huh -.- wld be bck tmr to blog somep photos i'm gg to take.
yays(:
my mr boyfriend is here to stay(:
cnt wait for the outing,but,
wld it rain?

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4:50 AM


Never forgetting se7en(:

Kim John Hoon
僕らなりの詩
ahahha!kim john hoon rocks!mei hui,you're right la.

yesterday(:

ytd was the idk what festival.had to eat thse terribletang yuans.bleah.so full:( ahhas.ytd,julian kor kor & carmen jie jie came.julian kor kor brought his baby son along(: so kawaiicn(: he has a blog even.ahhas.had fun taking care of the baby.talked to carmen jie jie abt band also.she asked me to be more into mallet instruments(: ehhes.she said she saw melvin frm PERCSyea.ahhas.am i gg to roller blade,cos i cntride the bicycle.arqhh:(

today(:

yeah,finally changed blogskin.bt i hate the link part.
go find yr name yrself(: maybe after i master japanese,i'm gg to learn korean.
so that i cn knw two more languages yea(: and i cn have the chance to communicate with my cousins,in both korean and japanese.yay.bt i'll see when i'll master my japanese first ba.ahhas(:
a few more days to section outing,
and a few more days to christmas,
and sch reopen.duh.i dnt want.ahhas.i miss my friends luhs.
want to go back fast.bt as for my homework.i havent even touched some.blurs(:
cnt wait for..evrything!ahhas(:

i dnt understand yr so called concept.
i dnt want to knw either.
so shoot.

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Friday, December 21, 2007, 8:35 PM

AHHASS

Yay!Fnd this skin.Very nice.gg to change to this skin alrdy.Is abt Show.ehes
SHOW LUO


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Ytd was Japanese class.Snores.No la.Very interesting.ahhas.Then chatted with MeiHui just now.She asked me hw to spell "unconscious".ahhas.
i bingo-ed it by chance i guess.finished watching license to wed.
so funny,and sad.robin williams was damn funny in there.ohs,have been looking for quizzes these few days.feel free to ask me do one.fnd one frm..someones blog.forgot whose..

1. Do the following without complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
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Favourites
Colour: pink(: and i'm NOT a bimbo
Food: prawns.nt raw ones.
Song: 1973,you're beautiful,jenny,WEEEEK(:
Movie: too much to name.ahhas.
Sport: roller blading(:
Day of The Week: Saturday?
Season: winter in Japan!
Ice-cream: strawberry&choco chips(:

Currents
Mood: mood swinqq :(
Taste: u mean wad I TASTE like?ahhas.
Clothes: superman tshirt(:
Desktop: idunknw?
Toenail: strawberries(: ahhas..
Time: 12.52pm?
Surroundings: in a..rm?
Annoyances: nth i guess..so quite(: peaceful
Thoughts: cnt wait for the 27th(:ehhes

First
Best Friends: myself ♥
Crush: ehhes -.-
Movie: some donkey yrs ago.
Lie: same goes for this.
Music: some LULLABY?

Lasts
Cigarette: ehhemss?
Drink(Alcohol): nxt question pls.
Car Ride: ytd,after Japanese class(: yawns
Phone Call: erms,some time ago.by aunt.
CD Played: nope.last song was "my christmas list" on marilyn's blog(:

Have you ever
Dated Your Best Friend: my bestfriends are GIRLS,duh-.-
Broken The Law: is eating too much part of it?ahhas.
Been Arrested: Im a gd girl *innocent*(:
Skinny-Dipped: excuse me? *faints*
Been On TV: nope i guess:(
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: obviously NO -.-

5 things you are wearing: I'll catagorise them into CLOTHES yea.
4 things you've done today: eat,drink,watch TV,play the comp
3 things you can hear right now: keyboard,plastic bag sound(?),my breathing(:
1 thing you do when you are bored: sleep?

5 LUCKY ppl(:

1)liping
2)xinwei
3)sheryl
4)xinyi
5)anyone?

ahhas.interesting huh.lemme look for more(:

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12:35 AM

YAYNESS!

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It's a game quite similar to that of audition.Yea,bt there are still differences yea):
Changed my blog song to Bad Day from ALVIN&THE CHIPMUNKS.ahahas.Cute yea(: Heard it frm 100.3 FM.
Bt I prefer NEWS's WEEEEK.gg to change it bck in no time anyways.ahahas(:
gg to Japanese ltr.ahhass(: must improve japanese b4 kashiwa comes(:

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Thursday, December 20, 2007, 11:13 PM

Hehes.2nd post.

Hahas.2nd post ler.Yeas!Tdy went to give loads of comments on friendster la.

Let me recall har:
Sheryl
XinYi
LiPing Laopo
XinWei Laopo
XiaoHui
Alison
JiaYi
Sanjay
Fauzi
WenRui
Randy
Fuad
Ron
Minnie
MeiJing
XinYu
MinMin Jie Jie
Myself(?!)
Tian Hock
Joey
Veronica..
Too many to rmb.So you cn see hw friendly I am.Or how FREE I am.ahahas.




5:27 PM

21st December2007 Friday

1リットルの涙



Yays!Finally finished watching 1リットルの涙(one Liter of tears).It was SUPER touching can.And the girl died in the end.Sobs.
The male lead was super dashing in there.And I guess he's frm NEWS!
Now I love NEWS..TRUCKLOADS.Yay!
Going to get their album WEEEK soon.Very nice.It's my current blog song.



The male lead<33 & the female lead.




One of my favourite in NEWS.Yay!


Would be back to blog ltr!

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 2:52 AM


3rd post of the day.
UPDATED TEMPLATE


Hey peeps.It's my third I've written tdy alrd.
Just updated my template.Scroll down and check it out!Haha.Byes.

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12:28 AM

I wonder how many posts I can write in a day.lols.Love my blog song.
Anyway,found some cute games.Some is STITCH de.Xin Yi is mad abt Stitch.Haha.Planning to get a big STITCH for her bd nxt yr.Oops,just spilled it out.Lmaos.Called him ytd.The 1st time,I hung up on him just when he said "Hello.Amanda arh..".Phew.The 2nd time,he said he was 'eating','sleeping'(which isnt possible,cos bg VERY noisy),'changing'..I hung up agains.Bt this time I told him la,cos I simply couldnt make out what the HELL he is saying.Then he sms me lo.Say he gg BPP to see 5566.Then he ask me if want to go over anot.I say I cnt la,my father's hme.Hey,I AM telling the truth,although no one said I was lying.Perhaps another day was what I said la.(How stupid can I get?)Nvm.Maybe blogging AGAIIINNNNNNNNN,ltr.Byes for nw.

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Monday, December 17, 2007, 6:36 PM





BRING IT ON:IN IT TO WIN IT

"Bring it on:In it to win it" is very nice.Its basically abt cheerleading,conflicts,&of cos LOVE.Bought the DVD.Very nice la.
I thought I saw Ashley Tisdale in there.There's this hottie in there too.He is SO hot la.Wld be back to blog tnite.Byes.

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Sunday, December 16, 2007, 11:27 PM

17thDecember2007 Monday:D

Went to watch a concert ytd.Tired.Is Uncle's friend's concert.Think is Ling Xiao ba.Quite nice la.Dnt laugh at me.I knw its mostly for old ppl oni.Its alright for me la.Decided to blog,dunnoe for what oso.Upload some tests lo.

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
How Rare Is Your Personality?


Yeah!I am special!


You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Weeks

You're out enough to meet plenty of guys
And it shows, because a few are interested in you
Even if you haven't meet the right guy yet
He's standing just around the corner :-)
When Will You Meet Your Next Boyfriend?


A FEWare interested in me?Crap.Skip.




Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner





See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)


What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?


Honoured.

You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman.
You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling.

A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you.
And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off.

You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky.
You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit.
Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?


Something like that.




Saturday, December 15, 2007, 11:40 PM

16thDecember2007 Sunday:D

HeyHeyHey!

Ytd was P.O.P(pass out parade).Met up to have section breakfast.HEAVYrain luhs.Bt we did managed to march in though.Alot of parents,alumni&River Valley bandsmen came too.I cried before the parade started.Manissa kept asking me nt to cry.Some alumni like sir JunWei(yay!percussion!)came to comfort me.He was like..taking photo?Carmen jie jie was at the 2nd lv when we were marching.She called my name SUPER LOUD.With her friend,I was like,shocked,then I laughed la.Had BBQafter that.Eateateat,talktalktalk.Cried AGAIN.Wld get the photos ASAP.Fianlly he talked to me.*Relief* I thought I was invisible de.Nvm.Memories..I wld miss all of our RODs.Even though they promised me they wld come back,bt it's..different.When they are here,they cn be in it together.Bt nw they are leaving alrdy...Sad luhs.My eyes are nw filled with tears NW,this very minute.Really la..Well,gg to watch some concert tnite.

I miss you,much.
I cannot imagine nxt yr if he were to leave.
I guess I wld cry like HELL

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Thursday, December 13, 2007, 5:37 PM

heyheyhey!

BACK FR0M BAND CAMP-FINALLY..

Yeah!Finally back from the tiring BUT fun band camp.Tough trainings huh.Have to wake up at 6.30am daily.Bt WE always wake up earlier.Just in case,you knw.Shout till I have sore throat nw.Tmr's P.O.P alrdy.Excited :]Cnt wait to 'showcase' all of the effort we have put in.All those days wld be remembered.
And all the tears I have shed.Every bead is worth the shed.Cos they really made me stronger.And made me care more abt the ppl arnd me.Thank you,ppl.Truly inspiring.Haha.Cnt wait for tmr.Have to report at 9 in the morning.Then wld be gg hme at 10,maybe ltr thn tt,cos gt Bbq.And craping as well.I am Mrs Crap,you knw.
I am well known for my crap,my parents hate it.Cn someone tell me if craping is gd?
Cn someone appreciate my craping.Always gt scolded for tt.Haha.Just trying to be stupid here,cos I am extremely bored nw.Duh.Gtg,byes.

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Thursday, December 06, 2007, 8:13 PM

7thDecember2007 Friday}}I gave my first promise to you.


I am quite down this few days.
Why couldnt we just hold on?Must we come to this?Its plainly YOUR fault to find faults in ME.Right?You lied.And nw you are actually blaming me?Get a life kid.Go talk to a...paper perhaps.That might help you abit.I didnt even tell ANYONE abt us.Then you said I did.Hey,you dont even knw my blog,nor my friends.So SHOOT.Bangbangbang..LMAOS.Is this the way?Dont come pleading,just like what you did last time."What?!Use the same old thing,AGAIN?!"is exactly what I would say.So,prepare a fresh sheet of script,in case you need it,okay?Or is it that you need MY help to do a LOOOONNNGGGG script for you?In that case,maybe I can.AND,dont send me MORE of yr stupid messages,cos I dont find any interest in it.
Simply because I HAVE GIVEN UP,on YOU.Its a pity you cant act in some dramas.If not,you would be making big bucks perhaps.


Okay,I'm done with this post.I am really tired.Need to scream into my pillow.Get me a big pillow for my birthday maybe.Haha.Nvm,he's not worth a damn,right?Nvm,nbdy knws anyway.Tired.Gd that I dont live near my friends.At least majority of them.If nt,everyone wld knw.Oh,tmr's band camp,and I havent even gt myself an inflatable pillow.Darn,I'm NOT gonna bring a hello kitty one.
I might cry in the night.
Wld I?Maybe.Heehee.Bear with me.
I'm nonsensical.
I miss him.
No,I dont.
I hate him,tons.
Loved him once,bt nt nw.
Its ALL OVER.

-------------GAME OVER-------------

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Wednesday, December 05, 2007, 10:49 PM



Kinda cool huh.




3:13 PM






Hey peeps.Sorry huhs.Haven't been blogging these few days 'cos I have been in Malaysia all these while.Cool lah.Bought some stuffs amidst all the eating:x Wld be uploading the photos I had there,someday.Ytd was band.I LOVE BAND,I LOVE PERCUSSION EVEN MORE.Band camp is coming in another..*counting*..2 days.It's just this coming Saturday.Yay!Oh,havent even packed my things.Nvm,its just 7.43 in the morning nw.The date & time in my blog is nt accurate.Weird huh.Oh,fnd a video which is pretty cute.Decided to upload it:




Ha.Cute right?Yea.Oh,maybe you ppl cn check out this song by Kylie Minogue&JOLIN TSAI!Jolin sure brings pride to us man!
In my arms ;by Jolin&Kylie



Was watching some Japanese concert on TV in Malaysia when I came across 2 grps which I like VERY MUCH.They are NEWS&Hey!Say!Jump.They are EXTREMELY CUTE!Everyone of them.Esp Hey!Say!Jump.There's one little boy,who my Mum says he looks like a girl.Indeed,he does LOOK&SOUND abit like a girl la.Bt they are still loved:]
If you listen to "STAR TIME" by Hey!Say!Jump,listen closely to the high "lalala" behind.Its by tt little boy man!Cool huh.Oh yah,I fell in love with this cute anime LOVELY COMPLEX,cos the song is sang by Hey!Say!Jump.haha.rmb to go watch.bb

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