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Friday, February 29, 2008, 4:55 AM

MUSIC&LYRICS..

Sorry people,have been SOOOOO freaking busy these few days.

I failed almost all of my subjects.Freak out lah..

Well,I feel left out,I din' even bothered to make the shirt.

I can look for other people,not only you all exists in this world okay.

Well,finally finished my design for my shirt,going to make for 6B and also one for myself..Chen Tao's in too.Haha..

Well,I still cry over you..
Bitches should just die off.
She's just a total slut,all the way..

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Sunday, February 24, 2008, 2:52 AM

Okays,people,I'm officially going mad.
TORCH DANCE.
Try the key signatures,you would be defeated.At least if you were sight reading lah.
But for now,I can read them.Maybe.
Well,Mummy got a psp for me!Yays!Iloveher.
Went to buy the games,but don't have the memory stick duo thingy.lols
Okay people,I've got to work on my sight reading,and and..the MARCHES.byes.
Oh,wait!Daren performed ytd.Three songs:yi zhi du xiu,jing wu men,zhen ming tian zi.
Damn nice lah.
And there were two drum teachers performing,from polytechnic.NICE!!Recorded video..lols

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Thursday, February 21, 2008, 1:40 AM

I'll be right here waiting for you

Finally,three tests are over!Tomorrow's the last test,and the most scariest one.

science..

yups,you heard me right..science.

All the chemistry terms,etc.STRESS lah.

Marches due tmr..Saturday going to test.

And I'm like,got my marches ytd.

I'm playing bells?Don't scare me,but I'll try..

Helped xinwei,embarrassed myself infront of zhen tuan and jin xin..

Then she blame me..huh?

nvm,but very ps leh..

going to have dinner tnite,yays.

Ron,I'm not that 38f,you are okays..and that chibaboomm..lols lah

ILOVECHEN TAO..no matter what,I'll wait,okays..

I'm still crying over you,and I can't belive that...







Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 1:21 AM

I seriously wanna thank everybody for cheering me up when I'm sad.
arigatou ne..
Chen Tao,no matter what,I'll always be waiting for you,no matter when,I'll always be.
Okays,met up with COUNSELLER and his friend.lols.
Played cards,crapped.Was called back after a while.Boring lah.
Omg,i still miss the no-longer-mine Chen Tao..
How?!Gosh,can anyone save me?
Haikal,I know you love her lah,ahhas.
And pretty pretty Sheryl,I don't laugh TWICE the speed of a normal person.
Let me repeat,i don't.
Okays,I fell down during fall in last saturday.
I think I kinda sprained my leg,very pain leh.
I dint even know my leg was bleeding..
Tmr's the worst day..
Marches due,three tests in a row..
Life's tiring,dint go band today,but dnt knw if shld go see doctor anot.
No money lah-.-
Summore its a waste of money,just geng few more days,think shld recover alrdy lah..
Got my marches for bells today.wth,today.
Think i pro meh..kiddingkidding..but i scared can..MARCHES...ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Nvm,jia you...Friday still got science test leh...die lerh...




Friday, February 15, 2008, 4:23 AM

I am so dissappointed with you,why must you be like this?Why must things turn out this way?I am still looking at the last tag you gave me,chen tao..why must that beach come and intrude,and steal my everything?Why?Have you even forgotten about all the sweet talks?Have you even forgotten about all the memories we've shared together?Why must you do this to me?Why am I always the victim?Why can't things turn out how I want?I just want you,that's all.Why?!!!!!What happened?Why must things turn out so wrong every valentines day?You are the person I really love so much,and yet we just turn out to be like this?Why must that beach tag along?If she hadn't came,we would already be happily talking to each other now.But instead,I'm crying..why?Why??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry everyone,blog's closed for the time being.Simple,no mood.




Tuesday, February 12, 2008, 2:39 AM

Today is the worst day ever.
Mdm Kum and Ms lim wasn't here.
Ms Lee came to take over Mdm Kum's first period-.-
Checked out socks,etc.
She asked me to pull up my socks when it was already 12345678910cm above my ankle..
duh-.- what's that to mean?
Haha,okay,enough of those hurtful stuffs.
Well,I can't really imagine working with someone for a couple of years.
I think a whole lot of people won't be able to withstand that.
I haven't really seen your TRUE colours.
So,no maths remedial for today,that means a good rest for me(:
Almost cried because of Chen Tao,wth lah.
I seriously hate him at that time,but for now,

BACK TO SQUARE ONE

Well,Chen Tao claimed to be happy when he saw one post amongst All.lols
Must be THAT particular post lah.wth lah-.-
okays,i am starting to develop illusions,illusions of..
notes,Yes,NOTES,
QUAVERS,SEMI-BREVE,DEMI-SEMI QUAVER,A MAJOR SCALE..
But Sheryl's case is more of a..serious one..marches,marches..lols.
Don't think only Sheryl is concerned..
Me and XinYi are also very concerned about this SERIOUS matter okays..
That's all,PERCUSSION,endure !!
we have overcame SOOOO many obstacles..why not THIS?
I can change from a LOUSY player,to a more IMPROVED one..
okays,i din REALLY improves MUCH like the seniors-.-

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Sunday, February 10, 2008, 1:36 AM

duh-.-
tights,i love them..
Lighting it up..woots!
The cute hamsters outside the temple..
Kawaii neh(:
My sao sao,sena jie jie
sena jie jie candid me..
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Let me blow you a KISS

...
(:
(;
candid mummy,when she took for me and dad..
I have a PIG FACE


I love my cousins!!






I seriuosly love ALL my cousins neh.



Went back to Malaysia..Yays!



First time fang pao neh..



So nice,what's more,it was my cousins who encouraged me to.



They were very fun lah,especially the guy:)



Watched Initial D there,wakakakakakas.



Ah Mi Jie Jie asked if I wanted his younger brother to recommend boyfriend to me,have all types:rich ones,beng ones,shuai one...lols.idk(:



I'd love to go back to Malaysia again,next year.



Tmr's the total defence thing,have to go to the Old Ford Factory,idk..




Friday, February 08, 2008, 7:54 AM






ILOVECHENTAO!!

kept smsing with him,and I kept calling him lao gong..haha

then his "son" is my son also..lols..ilovehim<33

had great fun these few days..

sena jie jie came,then i talked to chen tao on the phone(liping,you happy ler ba),then sena jie jie and clintson kor kor kept saying kareshi(boyfriend in japanese)..i was like,dots...even daddy also made fun of me..haha

ilovechentao<33>




Tuesday, February 05, 2008, 3:58 AM

you're wrong,i've yet to quit my thumb sucking(rofl?)

oh well,GREAT,third post of the day...

well,come to think of it..i've been online since..5 plus?After finishing all the maths portfolio and science chemistry stuffs.myohmy,can you belive it?Amanda's doing her homework.I must ..

oh yah,chatted with sheryl 's sister.told her about something funny,and sheryl claimed that i was leading her astray..wakakakakas..

then now chatting with Lincoln..about girl..haha,*censored*...

oh well,getting so DAMN bored,i think i dnt want to report to sch leh..boring lah,2 hr plus,for what?




2:28 AM

I thought i saw KASHIWA in there.Indeed..maybe?

http://youtube.com/watch?v=InXginN2w58




1:21 AM

sometimes,i wish i can just be an innocent kid..

cny!Woots!


Yays!cny(: i really love it.nth special today.

well,Geography was..BORING,as usual.I spent the whole period PACKING and ORGANISING my Geography file.Can you even believe that?Me,packing and organising things?wahahahas..

Music was..boring?nth to do,as usual.

science..wait,had the stupid science test.It was about balancing chemical equations.I think i'm gonna fail.damn.

As for PW,went to the com lab for some stupid research.Laughed like some mad woman,dnt tell you why(:

literature.Its meant to be some fun fun fun subject,but it just turned out to be pretty boring boring boring. My oh my.

oh ya,xinwei's bf said my chinese is..nice?!bleah:x

went Macdonalds with sheryl. she's giant mah,so must give her BIG fonts.Oops..wth,something DAMN unlucky happened.

Met WESLEY LIM a.k.a the shorty-orty,and his gang a.k.a the shorty-orty gang.they kept calling sheryl and ME GIANTS.omg,thats nt true.at least for my part.haha,kdkd.thn when we were about to leave,Jun De went out and called us GIANTS.Then I went in and call them SHORTY-ORTIES.

ps lah,so MANY people.*embarrased*..then while walking,we heard "GIANTS~".wth,its them again-.- then the thing goes on-.-

well,cnt wait for tmr.haha..

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Sunday, February 03, 2008, 5:12 AM

Highlight of the day:Sushi,ilovethem(:
I look like a total IDIOT(unedited)
word for the day:fat
(:
Guess?!




BODYACHE!!

omg,my muscle are all ache-ing like WTH.i even have blisters now.
-.-
well,did the most pumping in my life ,ever,yesterday.
But it's a way to train my stamina.Fall out whn after running 1 and a half rnd.I weak right?lols.
Went out at around 8am today.then came back at 7 plus..
Very tired can.

Okay, love daddy,for keeping his promise of the sushi.

I love mumm for all the nice clothes she bought for me..

But,I still didnt get my stripe jacket!!Damn,

I WANT MY STRIPE JACKET!!

At least before cny,cos i love stripes(:

because of some celebrity,hehe.i'm not going to tell you.

she asked me to get orange,i dont want!

she asked me to get black,i dont want!

she never ask me to get red and white!humph..

nvm,mummy did her nails,made me and dad wait.

well,dad and i had no choice but to go walk around ourselves.

went popular.well,some stupid guy tried to STALK me today.

I am angry at the STALKER for choosing someone so NOT chio,like me..

lols,that was LAME.

Wen Jie was extremely angry yesterday...Sorry..

I cried,cos i feel that..the seniors are working so hard,yet we juniors cant even do our part properly,when our part is SOOOOO much EASIER than the seniors..
Just like simple plan's PERFECT ,
sorry seniors,i CANT BE PERFECT.
*sobs*
nvm,ILOVESTRIPES,its so sudden -.-
omg.ILOVE ILOVESTRIPES!!!!!!!!!! lols
sorry my dear,couldnt make it today..
dont be angry okays?
(:

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