If only falling didn't hurt.
It's all about me

Hi there fellow human.
My name's Amanda.
I love to sing, really.
Oh.
And I love food.

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Saturday, May 31, 2008, 10:33 PM

super contented;not

yesterday
yea,went t imm ytd and bought glitters.thn went to some kind of insect exhibition,saw Lara and Greta in their harmonica tees.cool la,went and pat Lara's shoulder,lols.thn my father kept saying i wasn't friendly,-.-"
thn walked around,kept eating.daddy la,kept asking if i wanted to eat anot.lolols.then decided on what to eat..finally decided on sakura,jurong branch.food was pretty nice,as usual,as expected.btw,i saw a guy,who looked exactly like chentao.almost waved to him :X thn arnd 9pm,baby called me,say he was downstairs.went down.he gave something,said it was for 1 month.something like a pink heart.it was pink.he knows me best. i thought i saw that somewhere..machiam we tgt again lah,he said nvm,see how first(?!!)..thn came up,stayed up till 1pm,watch the guess show.it was abt fatties..after that,when i saw the skinny ones,i saw them as malnourished..lols.

today
woke up bright and early,arnd 8 plus.wanted to go malaysia.thn went dwn to have breakfast before setting out.i thought i saw stanley(kor kor),thn it was..then talk for quite long,didn't go malaysia.went t bugis instead.kept eating,wth-.-" saw piles of vintage tees.xin dong leh.ahhas.
wanted t watch something,decided on nth,thn went back.i slept like a pig on the way bck.

我不想忘記你

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Friday, May 30, 2008, 11:02 PM

CHEMICAL REACTONS

Have been quite hooked onto a song chemical reactions by Aly ad AJ.
Very nice,reminds me of many things which have already taken place.
Going IMM,probably daiso later.Buy my favourite things to make myself happy.
Buying things makes Amanda a really happyyyy girllll!!
lols.off to Imm now..wheeeeeee~




Thursday, May 29, 2008, 10:59 PM

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continue from the previous post..lols.




10:29 PM

FEI YU QING'S BACK;

on the msn with him now,damn funny seh,shhh..
nvm,if you don't know what you're reading,cos its pefectly normal.
wrote a long message for baby,but sent it to sheryl instead,wth-.-
btw,i told fei yu qing that i thought he was caught by some cannibals,ahhas.
lol lah,-.-
kept watching 我愛黑澀會today,especially the dancing of yi zhi du xiu by wen zi.
iloveherlah,her dancing's great.
I also like the 史上最帥高校帥哥episode,cos,you knw..got 帥哥mahs,ahhas.
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ilove帥哥s;




Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 10:59 PM

Blogger's giving me problems

wth lah,can't edit my previous post.upload one by one.
Forget it,so tiring neh.
Well,looking back,I feel so childish.
Last time,I used to call people lao po,all these,then put on blog all this.
Quite stupid right,maybe for me only lah.





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9:38 PM

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iloveyou.

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i'm sold.

Today,as usual.Memorised marches again.haha.but abit sick,voice changed.but still,had the time for zilian.lols.
we can lose everything at one go.
went to a friend's blog random.
was shocked by something she happened to blog about.
losing friends and boyfriend at one go.
painful.
All i can do is to wish her all the best,
be strong girl(:




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12:33 AM

oh,hi.Sheryl blogged for me ytd,and I didn't realised it till just now-.-"
very tired,went down at 12 to have lunch.saw a whole bunch of familiar faces.bleah:X i still miss baby aye.oh no,wtd?while typing this,someone's msn popped up,then another,then a whole row of them..diaos.wth,some lady from Fuhua stared at me,whatever.oh mama,so SCARED.lols.Saw two shuai ge,hohoho,so handsome.But not as good as my linwei.lols.went friendster,alot of people had the same name,evidently a different face.oh well,want to type more,but,whatelse?

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008, 7:09 AM

Ok.
Hello!

This is not Amanda.
This is me. Posting for her :D

Since she asked me to help, I shall!!!
And I shall:
SPAM, SPAM, SPAM!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Ok, too evil. I'll be good for once.
For today's post, there won't be any self-obession photos.
And no sweet talk about boyfriends.
Because in MY world, there's only me, myself and I.
My boyfriend is me and I'm my boyfriend's girlfriend.
Confusing? Believe it.
:D

Ok, enough blogging.
Amanda will kill me if she sees this.
chibaboom.




5:26 AM


I don't want to put these words in webdings or small fonts.

And it's not up to you guys to judge it either.



Those once close friends.Since you all dislike me,fine then.

In actual fact,I know you all include me in(not really sometimes),is because maybe you all will feel bad or something,I really don't know lah.I really don't want to get too involved in your BBFS,if you all ever considered me as one.I don't want BFFS to replace PERCA and all the other who really care for me.I don't see the reason why I should continue to so shameless,and stay there,like an idiot.


Letting everything out was pretty cool.cool?Lols,weird.

Baby,I'm sorry.I misunderstood you,for so long.omg,can you just forgive me?I really need you,really.I need you to be there when I need someone to confide in,someone to rest my head on,someone to kiss the pain away.
Just come back,I'm sorry.
I'd better go call baby now.
Btw,no news from FYQ.There's a slim chance he has been caught by some cannibals.

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2:42 AM

went t th stupid chinese camp;what a camp,phew.all i gott bck was a pig(?!),chopsticks(??!!!),handmade keychain and dumpling.lols..-.-
Dar kept making fun of me and someone,gosh.So embarrasssssiiinggg lah.went 7eleven,bought smth,came out.lols.-.- thn saw some very lame people,say seeing me was suay.hello,its your honor kay.thn i scolded him siao ta bor!!!
Felt good scolding him.hohoho:X




Monday, May 26, 2008, 2:44 AM

Back from "band" today.Why the open and close thingy?'cos only WJ,Lincoln,Bennie,Minnie,Erin and I was there.Xinyi went to sentosa(?!!!!!),sheryl,cant come-.-nvm,marches done(not confident lah):honor band,police march,promotion.yays,at least got something today.woohoo.Today's countdown day;meaning,lot's of stuffs for me to think back about,recount,rewind,reminsce(wadever the spelling is.)

*rewinds*
1stJanuary2008,my first ever concert,s.h.e.They've been my idol since young.
14thFebruary2008,me and my 1st ever true love's date,and th last one.
20thMay2008,my first sec2 cohort camp,the first time meeting up with fyq xoxoxo
22thMay2008,the day we left kota tinggi and fyq..

Sometimes in life,there are easy decision,as well as hardcore ones.You've to make your own one,a right one,so as to make your memories wonderful.




Sunday, May 25, 2008, 11:48 PM

I MISS CAMP.
I MISS GRP5(GOATFARM)




8:39 PM

looking at the calender everyday,
waiting for you to come back.
i can't wait,i can wait..

er,going for band ltr.Bennie says she's teaching me the marches,hohoho.Hope all things goes well.Currently reading a book called "Diary of a CHAV-slinging the bling"..it's nice,maybe you guys can go check it out.i still miss camp,and band camp's coming,freaking damn it..lols,i miss baby,i nvr call him,he nvr call me.went to his blog,went to his friendster,no sight of him:/tmr gg to Fuhua for some camp.i almost forgot.




Saturday, May 24, 2008, 2:08 AM


very tired,sick.sorry for ytd's post.wasnt in a very good mood either.mummy didnt really scold me for the results,daddy,cold war loh.who cares anyway.he doesnt mah,so why should i?fever,go away,flu and cough also.i miss fei yu qing,lols.faster come back and accept my msn invitation lah,wth-.-




2:02 AM


sick today.sorry for ytd's post.wasnt in a good mood.random loh.

mummy dint really scold me for my results,daddy showed me attitude.wtf

_l_,yes.cold war.very tired.got to go sleep bye




Friday, May 23, 2008, 12:07 AM

shut the fuck up lah
wtf,so noisy for what?




Thursday, May 22, 2008, 2:07 AM

;before you start,this is FEI YU QING..



hey yo,back from camp.think i'm running a fever.wadever.hate to wash my shoes..so DAMN DIRTY.ohyah,went to friendster to look for FEI YU QING.No lah,is our instructor,chi yee lah..cried ytd night,thn he say "aiyo,want cry also dnt cry in front of me right"..wth-.-ltr he asked linda they all "she BREAK with her boyfriend arh?"then he make the "break" action.ahhh..lame leh.then he kept patting my head.dey,painful sia.tdy,he pulled my hood of my jacket dwn.wth,the sun damn glaring lah,bt think he was right,really got heatstroke..wore the camp tshirt,then chi yee go sign on the sleeves of our shirt.i kept saying "i want FEI YU QING's" autograph..then he asked "You want FEI YU QING'S autograph or MY autograph?"Then of cos got his lah,duh..think i'm not going to wash the shirt,cos got his autograph..hohohohoho~maybe cut out the sleeve,lols(:then kept calling him FEI YU QING




Monday, May 19, 2008, 12:24 AM

imissbaby..
well,talking on the phne to baby..ytd was tiring..damn tiring can..nvm.
went to buy poncho,and two chinese comics..last minute packing..whatever.chatting with xinyi online,then addded someone in,but that person didnt reply.dnt knw is scared or really away..lols.nvm,well,very tired.wonder if have energy anot..baby says he will miss me,whatever
-.-the other time is said i wld miss him,he also said whatever wad..duh..went to friendster,chentao featured me,-.-??i dnt care already also..
gg to block and delete.

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Saturday, May 17, 2008, 4:36 AM

Damn tired today.Went to MJC for cip.Felt extra:X whatever.Thn went back for lunch,followed by combine..I cried,sorry.Very tired.well,me and xinyi slept through the whole day,on the bus she slept on my shoulders,i asked not not to drool.lols.On the way back,held all the portable stands and the mallet bags.SO DAMN HEAVY.Oh well.Oh,here's something I would want to say.Just passing a remark:

Watch your words.
Know who the fish you are scolding.
Don't anyhow only.
Anyhow go spam people's blog w/o checking things out first-.-
Hello,use your eyes.
Do you have one?OF COS.duh..
I'm being nice you see.
Very well....

xinyi,don't care about that person lah.
I would help you one.haha,if you want..
iloveperca,but..are they changing?
People come and go.But,perca is losing way too many..
I miss baby..Miss the times when I confide everything in him.
But I seem to lose the sense of security with him,with his SOMEONE.
She seems more important to him,than me.Guys..one BIG problem.
nvm,concentrate in band first.

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 8:49 PM

imissthisguy..he's gone for good anyway
yea,in sch now.

peien's beside me nw..hohoho,"say hi"...oh she's too shy..pe teacher dint come tdy,hence slacked and counted the no. of hours till the lesson ends..well...miss babyHONEy..he nvr call me..had a fight with him lah...over some of his "godsis".oh well,like i care..well,maybe i do care...whatever lah..er,going to camp..my turn,after his,hehehe..er,so bored,wonder what i can say..maybe going to friendster to do some lame stuffs ltr..maybe nt,nt enough time already lah...wadeva..band ltr..YESSSS!!!!i just suck at it..Oops:x hehehe..evil lah




6:25 AM


sorry fiona,
took this photo w/o yr permission..hehe
iloveFioDARXD




5:14 AM

I"M BACK...

Yes,believe your eyes.I'm back.For good..duh-_-
Finally,band resumed!Yays.bt something was quite wrong,or rather,very wrong.Erm,my shoulders are stiff like ......_l_
yes,
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you knw?yeayeayea..lalalala.very happy,cos babyHONEY says he love me..ohwell,havent been updating you guys on this ya.er,i love him lah.he say i was slack leh,hmphh..bt nvm,he paid for my shoes.hohoho
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sorry for that lame thing.just had that sudden urge too lah..hohoho.i miss baby.havent seen him for one whole week already!!can you bloody believe that?ohwell,nvm.
i miss Fiona dardar...
i miss her..nvr come sch for so long.actually,one day only lah..ahhas.