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My name's Amanda.
I love to sing, really.
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yoohoo,promoted already.so,hi corporal rahayu:D
okay,today was ok la,cos we managed to get okays here and there from Ms chan.
All the best to SYF and CONCERT!!
Meeting up with Linda and others for project tmr.Then must go for STOMP practice.
Then come back must pack and get ready.Brush up on everything,and get ready for MONDAY BLUES:D But at least there's still band to cheer me up,haha.YAY! congrats to those who were promoted,blabla.LET'S ALL CHIONG TOGETHER:D
Let's end of with this:D
sorry yea,cos I know haven't been of any help ever since I stepped in the band room.
sorry screwing things up.so sorry.
Today,tired like hell.Really going to chiong like hell tonight and tmr morning.As for homework,don't care first la,ok?hehe:x CHIOOOONNGGGGG ALL THE WAYYYY:D
went to dar's blog,and found one photo,taken some time ago.hehe.here's it:D
iloveyou:Dhehe.
stressed up la.........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry xinyi,for crying also.sorry:/ couldn't control myself la.
random:D
:D
Intending to get this:D
ok,I think that's all for today.going to chiong yea:D
very random photo:D
Today had band.ohhhhh.something happened.And we said the" standard phrase":lets start all over again:D lolol.very tired,and didnt really managed to play pieces la:/ Bennie asked me to play enchanted,VIBES??! sheryl..you lo.chey.haha:D ok,i guess i'd better start to forget him,deleted all his photos,delete all the happy memories.he's going t leave me anyway.back to somewhere he belongs to,leaving me like a fool here:/ fine.btw,bought some new clothes:D
upload more tmr:D
BYE PEEPS,
BYE YOOUUUUU:D
older by a year already,stay prettyyyyyy and happy:D
All the best to you and him.
yea,maths camp is finally over.And i'm like so happy la.hehe.I miss dar,and she's finally back:D
iloveher,hehe[: ok,now,what am I going to blog about?ok,maybe blog some pictures of the past.
cos i have a whole lot photos rotting in photobucket.hehe.btw,if you really hate my face,then don't read this post:D
i miss my long hair.
I think last last year,long hair.In Bangkok:D
me,daddy;at Esplanade
at mt.faber
mother's side
last year,on the phne,audiing with junwei.
girl power,last year p.o.p bbq in sch.
sheryl makes me look like a small kid.
last year,at Esplanade concert hall:D
christmas;orchard:D
christmas at orchard with DADDY:D
:D
well,i think that's quite enough already.gotta go brush up on 特務J and Bravo Lover again,bfore going on to marches:D
his bedroom:D
we love choir:D
people,i'm risking my image here:D
Bestfriends:D i'm vvvvvvvv shagggggggg:/
Today was maths camp.erm,can't say it's nice.But quite boring also.duh.maths camp leh,what can you expect la.during lunch time,me and sheryl went up to the band room.heard drumset,and as expected la,wen jie playing drumset.lols.then he shouted "aye,you all don't need to go class meh??!!".lolols la.sheryl ordered tickets.then was about to leave,then haikel say yu better get out of here hor.then he gave count some more.machiam owe him 16 like that la(:
then after that,heard electric guitar and drumset outside st.john's there.lincoln and his friend play electric guitar,khairul play drumset.lols,for youth day i heard?haha.
then went up band room to find honor and glory.then suddenly heard some vvvv eerie noise behind me.it was chew wen jie lah.wthhhh.gave me a scare la.i thought it was something dirty.whew..see,i put your name big big liao lo.then pig asked me to go mac,with sheryl.and leaders and all the boys they all.once i heard the word BOYS,me and sheryl rejected,WITH IMMEDIATE EFFECT.lololols.hehe.oh ya,got my maths camp tee already.i prefer last year's.
this year copy 2e7's class tee.imagine if you were to open your cabinet one fine day,and find all your clothes with the same design.OH GOSH..how bad is that la.hehe,bye(:
going to call baby first.
Went out tday.Before I forget,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY,DADDY,ILY♥
went to eat,slacked around lo.oh,went to pray.they had calligraphy there.me and mummy tried,only daddy didn't.mummy's one ws the nicer one la,obviously.Then went Geylang to eat.
ok,i know it doesn't sound very right.hehe,whatever-.-" But,the food is ____ing nice la.Then went home.Baby called me,asked me to go Jurong Point to pick up a gift from him.I got a kiss again today(: HAPPY GIRL LA,me..hehe.He passed me an extremely cute doggy plush toy.He said it can be a replacement if he were to go back.At that very moment,I didn't know whether to cry or to laugh.Ran all the to the taxi stand and flagged one.Cabbed home.
His care,his love,his everything,are all going to be replaced by just a plush toy?
BAND LIFE
Woke up at 7.30 today.Did everything before calling Sheryl.Slacked around before going down to meet Sheryl.Yi Long was there.Luckily never walk with him seh..whew.As usual la,marches must perfect more!Then went to buy dinner and desert for everybody.
AFTER BAND
Didn't go to baby's house today.But he made a trip to Macdonalds.Asked him to meet somewhere else.Playful me(: He gave a super tight hug and called me sweetheart first thing when he saw me.I cried,very emo.He helped me to style my hair(: But he said I looked like a boy la.I cry lo,don't know why.He pinched my cheeks,and ___ me(: Baby wanted to piggyback me,but rejected him with "I don't want to break your bones" with an excuse.
What a lame one-.-"
Neh,one whole post dedicated to you leh!
Today's a bad day.Was late by 30 mins for sectional.Rushed like mad.Was brushing teeth when Sheryl called me.All the toothpaste dripped all over me and the floor la.wtf.Then when I reached,they were playing mozambique already.waited till they finished,then i chiong in.
blahblahblah.*fast foward*..then rahayu asked all of us(girls)to go out.Amirah and Bennie,cheer up,ok?Please(: Then went banquet to have lunch.Settled with chicken rice.Then went 7eleven to buy tidbits,walked Bennie,Amirah and Sheryl to the bus stop.Walked back home after that.Saw someone,and other people.OHWELL,for all I care.
Then called sheryl.Blogging now,on the phone with Baby now.He's working,but he still call me.
Busy la,but still can be so sweet.
people,i don't and won't change myself when I'm in a relationship.
I never do that,never ever.
I'm different from other people..
baby's angry with me;cold war.how,i have no one now.Everyone's got a someone.I don't:/
i'm so scared to lose him,really.
ok,next thing.
percussion.i really can't imagine the day when rahayu,wen jie and ron pass out.
wenjie,no more cool and funny SL;
Rahayu,no more confiding,secrets,no more;
Ron,no more "hohoho",no more laughters.
I really don't know what to do.I really want them to stay.
Maybe I haven't done much of my part to keep you all happy.
I'm sorry,sincerely.This concert,it's the last performance together.I have and will work hard.
To my limits.I don't want to lose someone to confide in,really.
I'm crying a river again.HOW?!!?!
What should I do?Maybe I should just CRY MY HEARTS OUT.
you may think i don't know,
but do know.
yayness.Actually,I'm not really happy,cos stomp not yet settled.arghhh.
Tired;no marching,but playing music alot.ALOT,really.Torch dance cancelled,wth.MY SOLO!!!!!
spent so much time,yet never play loh...ahhhhhhh.nvm.did more than 60 pumpings,or maybe 70.hehe,well,gotta go watch more drumlines.
Random..
最長的電影,i don't know why,but I can't over this song.
Just like how i can't get over chen tao.ahhas.just got to know that baby reads my blog.omg.
memorised marches,watched tons of dvds(??!),drank 3 bottles of yakult.that's all i did for today..lololols.whatever lah.erm,what else.oh yea,took out all my jeans and tried them on.then matched them together.packing for camp's almost done,except for plates,shoes and some small things.would be doing last minute packing tmr.ahhas.can't go out with baby for the next one whole week!!!how bad is that la!camp till wednesday,thursday he's working,friday,band.or whatever.we'll still have loads of chances,right?yea.guess i'd better continue packing my stuffs,bye..*rushes off*
boys like girls(:
jealkb<3
ilovedancing.
jealkb agains.
step up,ilovedancing(:
yea man,dancing rocks like hell!But too bad our school doesn't have a good dancing/hip hop cca.
Don't know why,but i like jealkb,a group from Japan.They rock man(:
crazy lady.
iloveJAYCHOU周杰倫
His songs are like,so nice la,and his MV.It' like,woah.
lols.I'm having a stupid headache now.Pain seh.whatever.
What the hell am I typing?lol.
Hence,I'm going to upload tons of 周杰倫 photos,hehehe.
If you have any negative comments,shoooooo!!!ahhas.
So cute right?hehe
AND ME:
act cute only..lols.
Think that's all for today yea.
Bye people.
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Saturday, June 21, 2008, 2:44 AM
RAHAYUyoohoo,promoted already.so,hi corporal rahayu:D
okay,today was ok la,cos we managed to get okays here and there from Ms chan.
All the best to SYF and CONCERT!!
Meeting up with Linda and others for project tmr.Then must go for STOMP practice.
Then come back must pack and get ready.Brush up on everything,and get ready for MONDAY BLUES:D But at least there's still band to cheer me up,haha.YAY! congrats to those who were promoted,blabla.LET'S ALL CHIONG TOGETHER:D
Let's end of with this:D
Friday, June 20, 2008, 5:05 AM
SORRY WEN JIEsorry yea,cos I know haven't been of any help ever since I stepped in the band room.
sorry screwing things up.so sorry.
Today,tired like hell.Really going to chiong like hell tonight and tmr morning.As for homework,don't care first la,ok?hehe:x CHIOOOONNGGGGG ALL THE WAYYYY:D
went to dar's blog,and found one photo,taken some time ago.hehe.here's it:D
iloveyou:Dhehe.
stressed up la.........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry xinyi,for crying also.sorry:/ couldn't control myself la.
random:D
:D
Intending to get this:D
ok,I think that's all for today.going to chiong yea:D
Labels: imissbaby:D
Wednesday, June 18, 2008, 5:21 AM
very random photo:D
Today had band.ohhhhh.something happened.And we said the" standard phrase":lets start all over again:D lolol.very tired,and didnt really managed to play pieces la:/ Bennie asked me to play enchanted,VIBES??! sheryl..you lo.chey.haha:D ok,i guess i'd better start to forget him,deleted all his photos,delete all the happy memories.he's going t leave me anyway.back to somewhere he belongs to,leaving me like a fool here:/ fine.btw,bought some new clothes:D
upload more tmr:D
BYE PEEPS,
BYE YOOUUUUU:D
Tuesday, June 17, 2008, 3:05 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH!!!older by a year already,stay prettyyyyyy and happy:D
All the best to you and him.
yea,maths camp is finally over.And i'm like so happy la.hehe.I miss dar,and she's finally back:D
iloveher,hehe[: ok,now,what am I going to blog about?ok,maybe blog some pictures of the past.
cos i have a whole lot photos rotting in photobucket.hehe.btw,if you really hate my face,then don't read this post:D
i miss my long hair.
I think last last year,long hair.In Bangkok:D
me,daddy;at Esplanade
at mt.faber
mother's side
last year,on the phne,audiing with junwei.
girl power,last year p.o.p bbq in sch.
sheryl makes me look like a small kid.
last year,at Esplanade concert hall:D
christmas;orchard:D
christmas at orchard with DADDY:D
:D
well,i think that's quite enough already.gotta go brush up on 特務J and Bravo Lover again,bfore going on to marches:D
his bedroom:D
Monday, June 16, 2008, 3:40 AM
we love choir:D
people,i'm risking my image here:D
Bestfriends:D i'm vvvvvvvv shagggggggg:/woke up at 9 am today.yawns.memorise: D i really miss my friends,my primary school friends,whom i share everything with.i miss qin ping sometimes: D hope she's doing fine:D
3:40 AM
MATHS CAMP
then after that,heard electric guitar and drumset outside st.john's there.lincoln and his friend play electric guitar,khairul play drumset.lols,for youth day i heard?haha.
then went up band room to find honor and glory.then suddenly heard some vvvv eerie noise behind me.it was chew wen jie lah.wthhhh.gave me a scare la.i thought it was something dirty.whew..see,i put your name big big liao lo.then pig asked me to go mac,with sheryl.and leaders and all the boys they all.once i heard the word BOYS,me and sheryl rejected,WITH IMMEDIATE EFFECT.lololols.hehe.oh ya,got my maths camp tee already.i prefer last year's.
this year copy 2e7's class tee.imagine if you were to open your cabinet one fine day,and find all your clothes with the same design.OH GOSH..how bad is that la.hehe,bye(:
going to call baby first.
Sunday, June 15, 2008, 5:15 AM
15thJune2008Went out tday.Before I forget,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY,DADDY,ILY♥
went to eat,slacked around lo.oh,went to pray.they had calligraphy there.me and mummy tried,only daddy didn't.mummy's one ws the nicer one la,obviously.Then went Geylang to eat.
ok,i know it doesn't sound very right.hehe,whatever-.-" But,the food is ____ing nice la.Then went home.Baby called me,asked me to go Jurong Point to pick up a gift from him.I got a kiss again today(: HAPPY GIRL LA,me..hehe.He passed me an extremely cute doggy plush toy.He said it can be a replacement if he were to go back.At that very moment,I didn't know whether to cry or to laugh.Ran all the to the taxi stand and flagged one.Cabbed home.
His care,his love,his everything,are all going to be replaced by just a plush toy?
5:00 AM
14/6/08BAND LIFE
Woke up at 7.30 today.Did everything before calling Sheryl.Slacked around before going down to meet Sheryl.Yi Long was there.Luckily never walk with him seh..whew.As usual la,marches must perfect more!Then went to buy dinner and desert for everybody.
AFTER BAND
Didn't go to baby's house today.But he made a trip to Macdonalds.Asked him to meet somewhere else.Playful me(: He gave a super tight hug and called me sweetheart first thing when he saw me.I cried,very emo.He helped me to style my hair(: But he said I looked like a boy la.I cry lo,don't know why.He pinched my cheeks,and ___ me(: Baby wanted to piggyback me,but rejected him with "I don't want to break your bones" with an excuse.
What a lame one-.-"
Friday, June 13, 2008, 2:57 AM
♥ilovebabyNeh,one whole post dedicated to you leh!
Labels: say my name(:
Thursday, June 12, 2008, 11:30 PM
BAD DAYToday's a bad day.Was late by 30 mins for sectional.Rushed like mad.Was brushing teeth when Sheryl called me.All the toothpaste dripped all over me and the floor la.wtf.Then when I reached,they were playing mozambique already.waited till they finished,then i chiong in.
blahblahblah.*fast foward*..then rahayu asked all of us(girls)to go out.Amirah and Bennie,cheer up,ok?Please(: Then went banquet to have lunch.Settled with chicken rice.Then went 7eleven to buy tidbits,walked Bennie,Amirah and Sheryl to the bus stop.Walked back home after that.Saw someone,and other people.OHWELL,for all I care.
Then called sheryl.Blogging now,on the phone with Baby now.He's working,but he still call me.
Busy la,but still can be so sweet.
people,i don't and won't change myself when I'm in a relationship.
I never do that,never ever.
I'm different from other people..
Wednesday, June 11, 2008, 7:14 AM
i don't know why,but decided to do a second post.baby's angry with me;cold war.how,i have no one now.Everyone's got a someone.I don't:/
i'm so scared to lose him,really.
ok,next thing.
percussion.i really can't imagine the day when rahayu,wen jie and ron pass out.
wenjie,no more cool and funny SL;
Rahayu,no more confiding,secrets,no more;
Ron,no more "hohoho",no more laughters.
I really don't know what to do.I really want them to stay.
Maybe I haven't done much of my part to keep you all happy.
I'm sorry,sincerely.This concert,it's the last performance together.I have and will work hard.
To my limits.I don't want to lose someone to confide in,really.
I'm crying a river again.HOW?!!?!
What should I do?Maybe I should just CRY MY HEARTS OUT.
you may think i don't know,
but do know.
5:43 AM
BAND CAMP'S OVERyayness.Actually,I'm not really happy,cos stomp not yet settled.arghhh.
Tired;no marching,but playing music alot.ALOT,really.Torch dance cancelled,wth.MY SOLO!!!!!
spent so much time,yet never play loh...ahhhhhhh.nvm.did more than 60 pumpings,or maybe 70.hehe,well,gotta go watch more drumlines.
Labels: RUSHRUSHRUSH
Thursday, June 05, 2008, 4:30 AM
♥;我愛棒棒堂's 野兽Random..
最長的電影,i don't know why,but I can't over this song.
Just like how i can't get over chen tao.ahhas.just got to know that baby reads my blog.omg.
memorised marches,watched tons of dvds(??!),drank 3 bottles of yakult.that's all i did for today..lololols.whatever lah.erm,what else.oh yea,took out all my jeans and tried them on.then matched them together.packing for camp's almost done,except for plates,shoes and some small things.would be doing last minute packing tmr.ahhas.can't go out with baby for the next one whole week!!!how bad is that la!camp till wednesday,thursday he's working,friday,band.or whatever.we'll still have loads of chances,right?yea.guess i'd better continue packing my stuffs,bye..*rushes off*
Tuesday, June 03, 2008, 2:16 AM
boys like girls(:
jealkb<3
ilovedancing.
jealkb agains.
step up,ilovedancing(:continued from previous post..
Bad Mood Day
In a very badddddddd mood today.Sorry peeps.If you think it hurts your eyes,then shooo.
very tired.i want to let go of everything,really.boring la,controlled like a puppet.you think easy arh?people can endure for few years,i salute to you,yea.*salutes*,lololols.
i can hardly recognise myself now.i mean,i see no me.oh well,whatever.
now back on the track,on revising my japanese again.ahhas.thanks to daddy(:
i miss baby,havent been really keeping in touch with him these few days.
I guess he's overseas,back in China?lols.asked to go si chuan to help out.
maybe he really went there,lols?what am i talking about.
I effing into Jay' song now adays.cos of his mv i guess.baby sang his songs.
I tio shocked!!!He can make it,he can imitate Jay chou real well.applauses people(:
I'm so proud of my boyfriend,hehe.The first time I saw him,he kind of looked like Jay.
kind of only lah.
I really want to post a picture of him,but i'll be killed by him man,he doesnt allow.pfffffghh...
i want go ♥;棒棒堂's concert.
totte mo suki neh(: why the sudden use of japanese?lololols.
ok,gotta go check out some new peeps on friendster,bye(:
Labels: Have the sudden urge to..do breaking..
Monday, June 02, 2008, 11:15 PM
ilove dancing more than anything;yea man,dancing rocks like hell!But too bad our school doesn't have a good dancing/hip hop cca.
Don't know why,but i like jealkb,a group from Japan.They rock man(:
Sunday, June 01, 2008, 10:59 PM
crazy lady.
iloveJAYCHOU周杰倫
His songs are like,so nice la,and his MV.It' like,woah.
lols.I'm having a stupid headache now.Pain seh.whatever.
What the hell am I typing?lol.
Hence,I'm going to upload tons of 周杰倫 photos,hehehe.
If you have any negative comments,shoooooo!!!ahhas.
So cute right?hehe
AND ME:
act cute only..lols.
Think that's all for today yea.
Bye people.