If only falling didn't hurt.
It's all about me
Hi there fellow human.
My name's Amanda.
I love to sing, really.
Oh.
And I love food.
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Too bored,hurt.
i don't know what else to say.
perhaps i'm not fit to be here.
Should have given up my place.
hopeless,needless to say,lost.
i've seem to have lost a place here.
i'm like,no longer needed around.
call me an attention seeker,whatever you'd prefer.
i just need his attention.
but he's gone.
and would be,forever.
♥Epicus one,i can finally play EVERYTHING,but ms chan nvr play my part:/
nvm:D okay,i kinda miss stomp right now.but hey,this friday we're gonna play it again!
btw,Friday's the day when everything happens.there's photo-taking,chinese oral and STOMP!!
have to wear juzsteel shirt.oh ya,saw MeiJing today,after band.waved to her,wonder if she remembers me,then i say "I from band one,hehe",then show her my badge.no idea what the hell i was doing la.pspsps..
♥Broke up with him,i dont know why.but hey,at least i was the one who initiated it right.but,i am REALLY REALLY REALLY guilty,sad,hurt,emo,blahblabla,right now.
he asked me out,this sunday.but,i rejected him with a breakup.i'm sorry.
btw,if YOU are reading this post right now,im sorry,`b.i feel that i 配不上你，you know.
shucks,i have another guy who'll hate me for life again:/
okays,guess i gotta go now,bye peepos.
ohmygosh,today's soooooo tiring la.Had filming playing YMCA.
Was like so looking forward to it la,then had to CUT,ACTION.
Some more keke one la.haiz..
nvm la,had to geng.Then Bennie said we sing softly.lols
went home to take shorts.xinyi went with me.thanks dearie.
then we only had less than 30 minutes to eat.me,lester,colin,xinyi and sheryl ate together.
then rushed rushed rushed.*fast foward*
then changed,moved instruments.
oh ya,btw,the new piece "epicus one" nice seh.
i playing vibes and xylo seh.
ahhas,but quite easy la.
iloveeverybody??
doom,doom doom,doom,doom,doom doom...
ok,lame.
(random)people on msn nw:
-xinyi dearie
-michelle lollipop
-xinwei aunty
-mingkang the CIP man
yawns:0 gonna sleep.
tmr's a loooong day,
for shopping!
yays.ilove mummy.
oh yh,i watching th ch u show.
the woman killed her baby son?
walao ehs.
happy la:D
btw,tmr's the filming of YMCA already!
yays,ahhas.
okay,actually i want to blog more,but don't really know what else to blog already.
byes,i guess.
btw,tag me.
and wei ping..ahhas.okay la,don't make fun of you liao la.
i play it like a xylo or marimba.gosh!ahhas.then slack around.omg,i saw shuai ge,alot of them.
guess they went there for service ba.HANDSOME!!!!ahhas.then went nike.didn't see anything.daddy wanted a cap.then went addidas.saw a chelsea cap.asked him to buy.but he didn't like the colour.wth-.- wanted to get the chelsea water bottle,but daddy said next time.
wanted to sign up for dancing course,but then don't know would clash with band practices anot.wa lao.sad sia.anybody want go with me?ahhas.okay,nothing to write already.
i love Martin Johnson,Hebe,lollipop,jolin,jay.
and piggy also:D
wa lao,play the cr.cymbal,chua sai lo.
then YMCA also.walao.
aiya,very sua jiu dui liao.
but playing strokes was nice.
we sang "that thing you do",cos the rythm same ma.
then someone sing until zao xia.
i promise i won't tell who,ok anot,
ERIN NICOLE LEE LAI LAM??
ahahahas..evil right,me?idc..
then play bongo for YMCA,with lincoln.erin siam siam like that.
then erin used the instrument to make the train sound,if you know what i mean.
then she asked me and amirah to join in as she acted like a train..
dots la..but very nice la,today.
as usual,teased wei ping about his you-know-what.
and i'm exaggerting more and more lo.
maybe its my job la,to tease people non-stop.
cos i have no one to tease me,to make me happy.
so i don't want anyone to be unhappy like me.
faking a smile is all i can do,perhaps.
p/s:Lynette,gd luck on Monday.Hope the him sees the pretty you.
Must buy me a meal horh:D
wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=WrJBsjvbReg
watch this.the guy's so cute:D *blush*hehe.
i want go jio him liao..*zooms off*
If you want to play a cold war,then go on with your godsis!!!!
that's none of my business okay.
_l_
all those memories,they were there for nothing,NOTHING.fine then.
dont come pleading,i wont give a second chance again.
fancy you getting jealous,just over my ex??!!!heys,you're no where better okay.
think its still better for us to seperate.quaratine??idk-.-
well,so stressed up now..
today had band.sec ones,haiz..sians.
rahayu,ron,wen jie came back.
i hug rahayu,then xinyi screamed like some siao cha bor.lols.
everything seems to be different without my sumo-breast partner now.
nowadays,life's too busy,buzzy.
no one bothers to slow down their pace to admire mother nature.
no time to take a breath even.thats what i'm experiencing now i guess.
friendship problems:dishonesty,hypocrites,attitude.
boyfriend:idk,too sensitive at times.no more,i hate him!!!!those were the days..
i really don't know what else to typexzxzxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ilovehim------------------not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to accept his apologies,but should I???pls tag and tell me(wth?!)!!!!!!
maybe i should go back to dancing again.(siaossss)
perhaps jio michelle,pei en go??idk...
p/s:lim wei ping,you underwear's ____ colour!!
people i'll nvr forget.
i'm like so dying for this la.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 小昱,
永远的ROCKER:Dand to myself too:D
so many things have been happening.Too tired to slack around.Too tired to even keep baby accompany.I'm feeling so guilty right now.He called me ytd,and wished me happy birthday.He said wanted to celebrate with me,but i had to celebrate with my parents,blahblah.
baby,对不起.我答应你，下一次，一定会和你出去的。
可是，我却不知道我们还会不会在一起。
对不起：/
かれし、ごめんあしあ。あいしてる：Ｄkareshi,gomen nasai.aishiteru:D
I am guai kia,i study.
PERCA<33
draw..doodle..
LOLLIPOP:D
tmr then blog more.go change blogskin now:D
0507,and also happy birthday to XIAO YU:D
ilovehim:D
got new games for my psp,yays:D happyy.then bought L change the world.
watched with daddy after coming frm family dinner.watch until so late.
got dinner dash,harvest moon and a monkey game.damn cute:D
i'm happy now.hohho.
for good.
ok,manyyyyyy things all these times.SYF was a sucess,so was the concert:D Happy.Took alot of photos la.But don't know all fly where.ok,maybe go collect them later.ok,school sucks.really.nvm.
and,btw,then sec ones are coming in next wednesday!what the&^$&*&#*&*^!*^!@@@&*&!!!!
oh,tmr's my birthday.hohohoho.buy buy,shop shop whole day again:Dhohohohohoho,hehe.
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Thursday, July 31, 2008, 5:47 AM
ok,nth that i really wanna say today.Too bored,hurt.
i don't know what else to say.
perhaps i'm not fit to be here.
Should have given up my place.
hopeless,needless to say,lost.
i've seem to have lost a place here.
i'm like,no longer needed around.
call me an attention seeker,whatever you'd prefer.
i just need his attention.
but he's gone.
and would be,forever.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 5:01 AM
♥ok,the world is getting so lame.i don't want to state the reason.simple because i don't want any trouble.but actually,a guy shouldn't cry.a girl can la,emo mah.you can't really expect someone to follow you around,protecting you 24/7 right.if i were a guy,i would cry it big in my mom's presence la,not anybody else.ok,forget.period.well,today's a bad day i guess.close friends would know.nvm.ignored me,spastic la(sheryl!).pei en,dar,hope you all okay horh:D♥Epicus one,i can finally play EVERYTHING,but ms chan nvr play my part:/
nvm:D okay,i kinda miss stomp right now.but hey,this friday we're gonna play it again!
btw,Friday's the day when everything happens.there's photo-taking,chinese oral and STOMP!!
have to wear juzsteel shirt.oh ya,saw MeiJing today,after band.waved to her,wonder if she remembers me,then i say "I from band one,hehe",then show her my badge.no idea what the hell i was doing la.pspsps..
♥Broke up with him,i dont know why.but hey,at least i was the one who initiated it right.but,i am REALLY REALLY REALLY guilty,sad,hurt,emo,blahblabla,right now.
he asked me out,this sunday.but,i rejected him with a breakup.i'm sorry.
btw,if YOU are reading this post right now,im sorry,`b.i feel that i 配不上你，you know.
shucks,i have another guy who'll hate me for life again:/
okays,guess i gotta go now,bye peepos.
Labels: i am so sorry.blame me
Saturday, July 26, 2008, 5:49 AM
Filming!!ohmygosh,today's soooooo tiring la.Had filming playing YMCA.
Was like so looking forward to it la,then had to CUT,ACTION.
Some more keke one la.haiz..
nvm la,had to geng.Then Bennie said we sing softly.lols
went home to take shorts.xinyi went with me.thanks dearie.
then we only had less than 30 minutes to eat.me,lester,colin,xinyi and sheryl ate together.
then rushed rushed rushed.*fast foward*
then changed,moved instruments.
oh ya,btw,the new piece "epicus one" nice seh.
i playing vibes and xylo seh.
ahhas,but quite easy la.
iloveeverybody??
doom,doom doom,doom,doom,doom doom...
ok,lame.
(random)people on msn nw:
-xinyi dearie
-michelle lollipop
-xinwei aunty
-mingkang the CIP man
yawns:0 gonna sleep.
tmr's a loooong day,
for shopping!
yays.ilove mummy.
oh yh,i watching th ch u show.
the woman killed her baby son?
walao ehs.
Thursday, July 24, 2008, 6:27 PM
...and here i am blogging in the com lab.happy la:D
btw,tmr's the filming of YMCA already!
yays,ahhas.
okay,actually i want to blog more,but don't really know what else to blog already.
byes,i guess.
btw,tag me.
and wei ping..ahhas.okay la,don't make fun of you liao la.
Sunday, July 20, 2008, 2:29 AM
went suntec today.buffet was nice.tried out the piano and the keyboards.i'm a noob at it now:/i play it like a xylo or marimba.gosh!ahhas.then slack around.omg,i saw shuai ge,alot of them.
guess they went there for service ba.HANDSOME!!!!ahhas.then went nike.didn't see anything.daddy wanted a cap.then went addidas.saw a chelsea cap.asked him to buy.but he didn't like the colour.wth-.- wanted to get the chelsea water bottle,but daddy said next time.
wanted to sign up for dancing course,but then don't know would clash with band practices anot.wa lao.sad sia.anybody want go with me?ahhas.okay,nothing to write already.
i love Martin Johnson,Hebe,lollipop,jolin,jay.
and piggy also:D
Saturday, July 19, 2008, 3:25 AM
okays,today is so suay la,me.wa lao,play the cr.cymbal,chua sai lo.
then YMCA also.walao.
aiya,very sua jiu dui liao.
but playing strokes was nice.
we sang "that thing you do",cos the rythm same ma.
then someone sing until zao xia.
i promise i won't tell who,ok anot,
ERIN NICOLE LEE LAI LAM??
ahahahas..evil right,me?idc..
then play bongo for YMCA,with lincoln.erin siam siam like that.
then erin used the instrument to make the train sound,if you know what i mean.
then she asked me and amirah to join in as she acted like a train..
dots la..but very nice la,today.
as usual,teased wei ping about his you-know-what.
and i'm exaggerting more and more lo.
maybe its my job la,to tease people non-stop.
cos i have no one to tease me,to make me happy.
so i don't want anyone to be unhappy like me.
faking a smile is all i can do,perhaps.
p/s:Lynette,gd luck on Monday.Hope the him sees the pretty you.
Must buy me a meal horh:D
wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=WrJBsjvbReg
watch this.the guy's so cute:D *blush*hehe.
i want go jio him liao..*zooms off*
Monday, July 14, 2008, 9:57 PM
我爱棒棒堂♥:D
Today,so slack.Erm,actually not very slack also la...heheh.
Our home econs teacher's so good.Thanks to her..Now I can blog after so long la..lols.iloveher:D
okay,so bored actually.Today's bag is quite heavy,know why?cos everything in my bag concerns..erm 爱美？
我真的很想念林伟neh..hope he's doing fine now..
i want to call him today:D
hehehe.hope he reads my blog today la.okays..
weiping,your red____....hahahah.okay,i promise i won't tell anyone that
weiping has a red_____!!!!
And the colour's fading somemore seh..muahahhahahahahahahaahahaha...
oh ya,met a biatch:/
_l_
chased her away..
assed her offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff...piak you arh:DDDD
Saturday, July 12, 2008, 5:56 AM
i can't take it anymore!!!If you want to play a cold war,then go on with your godsis!!!!
that's none of my business okay.
_l_
all those memories,they were there for nothing,NOTHING.fine then.
dont come pleading,i wont give a second chance again.
fancy you getting jealous,just over my ex??!!!heys,you're no where better okay.
think its still better for us to seperate.quaratine??idk-.-
well,so stressed up now..
today had band.sec ones,haiz..sians.
rahayu,ron,wen jie came back.
i hug rahayu,then xinyi screamed like some siao cha bor.lols.
everything seems to be different without my sumo-breast partner now.
nowadays,life's too busy,buzzy.
no one bothers to slow down their pace to admire mother nature.
no time to take a breath even.thats what i'm experiencing now i guess.
friendship problems:dishonesty,hypocrites,attitude.
boyfriend:idk,too sensitive at times.no more,i hate him!!!!those were the days..
i really don't know what else to typexzxzxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ilovehim------------------not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to accept his apologies,but should I???pls tag and tell me(wth?!)!!!!!!
maybe i should go back to dancing again.(siaossss)
perhaps jio michelle,pei en go??idk...
p/s:lim wei ping,you underwear's ____ colour!!
Friday, July 11, 2008, 1:51 AM
我已经很累了，你却不理我。打电话给你，却说不出一句话来。我们到底是真么了？Monday, July 07, 2008, 12:50 AM
people i'll nvr forget.
i'm like so dying for this la.rottingat home.my aunt gave a belated birthday gift.so nice la.
eff you la,dey!
waiting for you.
it's all in the past.
Oops:D
Saturday, July 05, 2008, 10:07 PM
ok,since blogger seems to be giving me some STUPID problems,and I can't edit the previous post,then i shall post another one-.-HAPPY BIRTHDAY 小昱,
永远的ROCKER:Dand to myself too:D
so many things have been happening.Too tired to slack around.Too tired to even keep baby accompany.I'm feeling so guilty right now.He called me ytd,and wished me happy birthday.He said wanted to celebrate with me,but i had to celebrate with my parents,blahblah.
baby,对不起.我答应你，下一次，一定会和你出去的。
可是，我却不知道我们还会不会在一起。
对不起：/
かれし、ごめんあしあ。あいしてる：Ｄkareshi,gomen nasai.aishiteru:D
I am guai kia,i study.
PERCA<33
draw..doodle..
LOLLIPOP:D
tmr then blog more.go change blogskin now:D
Labels: ilove paris hilton
9:19 PM
ok,happy birthday to myself.0507,and also happy birthday to XIAO YU:D
ilovehim:D
got new games for my psp,yays:D happyy.then bought L change the world.
watched with daddy after coming frm family dinner.watch until so late.
got dinner dash,harvest moon and a monkey game.damn cute:D
i'm happy now.hohho.
Friday, July 04, 2008, 2:13 AM
I'm finally back ,for good.
ok,manyyyyyy things all these times.SYF was a sucess,so was the concert:D Happy.Took alot of photos la.But don't know all fly where.ok,maybe go collect them later.ok,school sucks.really.nvm.
and,btw,then sec ones are coming in next wednesday!what the&^$&*&#*&*^!*^!@@@&*&!!!!
oh,tmr's my birthday.hohohoho.buy buy,shop shop whole day again:Dhohohohohoho,hehe.