If only falling didn't hurt.
It's all about me
Hi there fellow human.
My name's Amanda.
I love to sing, really.
Oh.
And I love food.
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Crapped around with Bennie and company.
I was damn pissed-off with somebody during recess today, that I didn't bother talking to him
later on.
My mood was kinda okay, but when I saw him, my instincts told me immediately that I should
change my mood.
Kinda crazy.
Sorry if I pissed anyone off too.
No mood.
I wanna leave everything away, and sleep till tha morning.
"I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale."
I'm sorry.
"love comes from the most unexpected placesin someone's eyes you've never metwho wants to get to know youin someone's smile you can't forgetand if the music plays on in your mindtake all the love that you can findand if love takes you intake all the love that you can findand hope it comes againlove comes from the most unexpected placesa love song on the radio you never hear enough ofin bars that thrive on lonelinesswhere people sell their sorrow for your timethey take the love that they can findand if love takes them inthey take the love that they can findand hope it comes againlove comes in many waysin lovers' arms and sweet bouquetsbut if nothing's said than nothing's ever heardso here i stand outside your doorand I'm trying to tell you just once morethat i love youi still love youlove comes from the most unexpected placesalone again i search a street of unrelated faceswhere strangers look the other waythey're so afraid my smile might say "come in"and take the love that you can findand if love takes you intake all the love that you can findand hope love comes again"-
barbara streisand
Ytd was the alumni concert, and they rocked a 12350859327602775310750735827957890!
Ha ha.
Anyway, everything was succesful, and I loved ytd, cause it was like, SO FUN: D
Then went home with Yoke Ling, Minnie, Lincoln and Wei Ping.
Yoke Ling left in another train.
Everyone was so tired already, so I decided to shut up.
Lincoln leaned near the door, then whenever the door opened at every stop, he would open his eyes, before going back to sleep again.
Then Lincoln and I alighted at the same stop.
He was so funny la.
Whatever I said was "wrong", ok...
Eh,got banglah almost followed me.
Luckily Daddy was there: D
Ok,going to finish my homework already.
Bye.
Yes,indeed.Nobody in the right mind would actually belive me.But,there's really nothing bad about school.But for my case(due to my mental retardness),I have exceptions:
1.Look forward to morning run:D
2.Sit right in front of the class.
3.Pray hard that it doesn't rain.
4.Keep staring at the timetable.
5.Then stare at the clock.
6.Count the number of minutes before end of lesson.
7.Drag myself around at breaktime.
8.Count the number of hours before school ends.
9.Rush to other activities...
See,I am a freak right?I don't know la,it sucks being THE girl.
What am I talking about?huh-uh.
How am I going to cope with so many things?I
don't like people irritating me when I am in need of concentration!
Hello,spare a thought?
Anyway,percussion,do you guys wanna meet to go for the thing,or...?
Never mind.
No one ever bothers about me anyway,ha ha.
So it doesnt really matter if I do anything,right?
Wrong.
I shouldnt even do anything.
Never say die,would people still rmb this phrase?Or this motto,rather.Nope,people have started to say their motto just for the very sake of saying it.Then,what exactly is the use of a motto?It's so contradicting,-.-
I'm sorry,if always make stupid jokes.I just like to poke fun people.The use of sarcasm is equally "important" in my dictionary.Ha ha.
HUH?What exactly am I talking about?!
Perhaps it's better if I just shut up and care only about myself.
But sadly,that's not my nature.So,I would change,into that unreachable and most hated Amanda!
"Huh,are you even game for it?"
Yes,I am telling you guys now,that I would no longer talk,unless there's really a need for me to do that.
Period.
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Sunday, January 25, 2009, 7:43 AM
Poof me.
People, tmr's the official the start of the " angpao phenomenon".
Project angpao I guess, steal idea from Sheryl.
Had abalone, prawn and all kinds of great things you can name.
People, tmr's the official the start of the " angpao phenomenon".
Project angpao I guess, steal idea from Sheryl.
Had abalone, prawn and all kinds of great things you can name.
Burp.
Can't wait for tmr, angpaos.
Drooling at the very thought of it. awww
I miss baby. I miss HIM.
Who should I think of?
What I need, is just a priceless hug at the end of the day.
And a shoulder to lean on as well.
You used to give me those, but not now.
I'm sorry.
Friday, January 23, 2009, 4:48 AM
The Worst Time.
Today, many many things happened.
Assembly: Nice. But kinda crappy, because people jeered and made noises.
Ugh.
At the end of assembly, thought of "white horse", and a couple of things flashed back in my mind.
And tears started streaming down my cheeks.
Hot and boiling tears.
Mervvyn, Jing Yu, Fathin all asked me if I was okay. Including a teacher.
Yea, I'm pretty much fine already. Thanks:D
But I ran all the way to the technical block, and cry my heart out.
Minnie came, but I just cried, then walked to the band room.
Bla, bla.
* * *
Had to comfort someone after band.
Had to comfort someone after band.
Weiping, sheryl and I went with that person.
Did our homework instead.
I took out my sketchbook, and asked Wei Ping," Eh, my drawing very ugly, right?"
Then this kind soul helped to draw, and still signed his name on it somemore-.-
Crapped for very long.
Then, went to buy smth to fill our stomachs.
Wei Ping had weird ideas about the cheese fries he was having.
EEWWW, lwp!
Then, sent Sheryl to the bus stop.
Then, went home myself, didn't want to be a "lightbulb". Kidding.
Love is like losing game.
I've lost him somewhere out there. . .
Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 5:53 AM
Had Cramps today, hence didn't had morning run.Crapped around with Bennie and company.
I was damn pissed-off with somebody during recess today, that I didn't bother talking to him
later on.
My mood was kinda okay, but when I saw him, my instincts told me immediately that I should
change my mood.
Kinda crazy.
Sorry if I pissed anyone off too.
No mood.
I wanna leave everything away, and sleep till tha morning.
"I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale."
I'm sorry.
"love comes from the most unexpected placesin someone's eyes you've never metwho wants to get to know youin someone's smile you can't forgetand if the music plays on in your mindtake all the love that you can findand if love takes you intake all the love that you can findand hope it comes againlove comes from the most unexpected placesa love song on the radio you never hear enough ofin bars that thrive on lonelinesswhere people sell their sorrow for your timethey take the love that they can findand if love takes them inthey take the love that they can findand hope it comes againlove comes in many waysin lovers' arms and sweet bouquetsbut if nothing's said than nothing's ever heardso here i stand outside your doorand I'm trying to tell you just once morethat i love youi still love youlove comes from the most unexpected placesalone again i search a street of unrelated faceswhere strangers look the other waythey're so afraid my smile might say "come in"and take the love that you can findand if love takes you intake all the love that you can findand hope love comes again"-
barbara streisand
Sunday, January 18, 2009, 11:13 PM
ALUMNI CONCERTYtd was the alumni concert, and they rocked a 12350859327602775310750735827957890!
Ha ha.
Anyway, everything was succesful, and I loved ytd, cause it was like, SO FUN: D
Then went home with Yoke Ling, Minnie, Lincoln and Wei Ping.
Yoke Ling left in another train.
Everyone was so tired already, so I decided to shut up.
Lincoln leaned near the door, then whenever the door opened at every stop, he would open his eyes, before going back to sleep again.
Then Lincoln and I alighted at the same stop.
He was so funny la.
Whatever I said was "wrong", ok...
Eh,got banglah almost followed me.
Luckily Daddy was there: D
Ok,going to finish my homework already.
Bye.
Friday, January 16, 2009, 4:54 AM
I LOVE SCHOOL:DYes,indeed.Nobody in the right mind would actually belive me.But,there's really nothing bad about school.But for my case(due to my mental retardness),I have exceptions:
1.Look forward to morning run:D
2.Sit right in front of the class.
3.Pray hard that it doesn't rain.
4.Keep staring at the timetable.
5.Then stare at the clock.
6.Count the number of minutes before end of lesson.
7.Drag myself around at breaktime.
8.Count the number of hours before school ends.
9.Rush to other activities...
See,I am a freak right?I don't know la,it sucks being THE girl.
What am I talking about?huh-uh.
How am I going to cope with so many things?I
don't like people irritating me when I am in need of concentration!
Hello,spare a thought?
Anyway,percussion,do you guys wanna meet to go for the thing,or...?
Never mind.
No one ever bothers about me anyway,ha ha.
So it doesnt really matter if I do anything,right?
Wrong.
I shouldnt even do anything.
Saturday, January 10, 2009, 4:41 AM
Never Say DieNever say die,would people still rmb this phrase?Or this motto,rather.Nope,people have started to say their motto just for the very sake of saying it.Then,what exactly is the use of a motto?It's so contradicting,-.-
I'm sorry,if always make stupid jokes.I just like to poke fun people.The use of sarcasm is equally "important" in my dictionary.Ha ha.
HUH?What exactly am I talking about?!
Perhaps it's better if I just shut up and care only about myself.
But sadly,that's not my nature.So,I would change,into that unreachable and most hated Amanda!
"Huh,are you even game for it?"
Yes,I am telling you guys now,that I would no longer talk,unless there's really a need for me to do that.
Period.