If only falling didn't hurt.
It's all about me

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My name's Amanda.
I love to sing, really.
Oh.
And I love food.

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 12:28 AM

THINKING OF YOU

Hey peeps!
-.-
Okay, I'm like, in school now, so it's pretty lame to blog here.
Wdv.
Anyway, I can't really think of a way to forget this HIM.
Wherever I go, I would think of him. And it's seriously getting on my nerves.
I would even dream of him.
When I'm eating, i would picture him eating as well.
WTH?
Okay, Zane said he wanted to use this com, so I shall let him use it...
OR MAYBE NOT!
Ha ha:D


I love Dar Dar~ :D




Friday, April 24, 2009, 4:51 AM

THE HIGH HIGH CLIMB

There are always set backs in life. Face it. You can never run away from it, and neither would it lose track of you. Why not just face it?
But, what if I don't have the courage to face it, alone?

I need you, here, to face it with me. Or to at least walk me through this darkness.

Did you forget, all the time we've spent together?
Did you forget the happy times we once shared?
Did you forget those quarrels we had?

I remember, all those laughter I had.
I remember, all those lame jokes you shared.
I remember screaming at you, and crying in your chest again.

Did you forget, or do you still remember it?






Saturday, April 18, 2009, 8:08 AM

NOTHING STAYS GOLD

Indeed, nothing stays gold. Things'll change, and people too. I never knew such a small thing could pull all of us apart again. You may not know, but people who may seem to like you a lot, may not like you as much as you think they do. Think again the next time you say something, type something or write something because once you've said it, it can never be taken back.

Never.

Well, a lot of things have changed this past few months or so. Or how about doing a little recap?

"Amanda used to be really quiet and keeps to herself a lot. REALLY?"

Yeah, I used to be really really quiet, even when I first entered band. But along the way, many things and people changed me. I opened up more! But, some people don't really see that as a good thing.

To be really frank, I changed a lot after that. Because I hang out with some people, I became kinda rebelious. Serious! But because of ____, I changed a lot.
I could've been led astray. I could've ended up in girl's home. And I'm not embarrassed or what to actually say this, 'cos its the truth. Sometimes, I'm really tired to compromise. And what's more, I am the one who is trying to settle all disputes. For what I waste all the time and effort?




Tuesday, April 07, 2009, 5:40 AM

MISSING SOMEONE IS BAD.

Why must different people have different thinking?
Why can't everyone agree on certain things, can they ever do that?

I miss you, a lot of people miss you a lot alot as well.
Can you come back?

Why am I even missing you?
Ughh!