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Sunday, November 29, 2009, 3:43 PM

This guy is totaly amazing! Subscribed. His covers are great. I'm taken aback! He can even play the violin. Here's the link for his acoustic cover for Only You:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=URGnMw6eAoM&feature=related

This guy is cute. He reminds me of OK Taec. Nice build. Nice acoustic cover. Two thumbs up!
Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVT39S29myA&feature=response_watch





EARLY RISER

Waking up at 7am hadn't quite been a problem for me recently. I wonder why.

Btw, I totally love the Ring Ding Dong Remix on Inkigayo. Though there wasn't any Taemin(aww), but the boys still brought a great performance to the fans. Personally, I still prefer the original version. WHY? That's because the song starts with Bling's impact-vocals. Nevertheless, the remix version is really nice, too. I love the dance breaks. Awesome much!

Anyway, here's the video link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xO1KG8HIPL4






OMG ! You must totally watch this. Quite long ago already. 10 out of 10 special ver. When OK Taec and Ssanti Woo young were the new MC for Inkigayo(see, so long ago!). Cute:




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONaFyYrLtXA

SIGH. Life's sad. My poor Taecyeon. What's wrong with that fangirl (or is she even one)? If she doesn't have enough $$$ to get a damn pen, I'll sponsor. I believe no one would want to receive a letter written with a girl's MENSUS BLOOD, sprinkled with a little bit of pubic hair.
WHAT?! She thinks it's pizza? Toppings? YUCKS.

Author's note: Sorry for those eating pizza. It's gross, I know. Mianhe.




I voted for SHINee's maknae, Taemin, for "who you would want to have a date with on the first snowfall".
Definitely not Jessica Jung.
The first snowfall is the most romantic and important to most girls.
Of course it's noona's favourite, Taemin. Taemin oppa, must recover asap!






Had loads of fun chatting with Eunhyuk's wifey(Michelle) on MSN yesterday. ANTI! 95% Kpop. The other 5% left specially for our dearest-ever friend, Anti. Eukyangkyang.






And yes, Michelle, do remember our dream. Star King, here we come! YAY. LOL






Alright. I'm going to go for more eye-candy Jonghyun. My bling.








5:06 AM





2:42 AM


"You know how much I want your lips to touch mine?"
Bling ding dong, Bling ding dong.
I want to marry Bling. Aww. I want to go Bangkok next year. The country I've been going once/twice every year. Hell yea. I can close my eyes and walk around and never get lost there.
Bullshit.
Recently, I've somehow developed a rather(very) unhealthy lifestyle. Sigh. I don't want a tummy. I want Onew's skin colour. Jaejoong's is totally fine with me as well.
Cleared (rubbish) unwanted stuff out of my (eww, purple/pink) room today.
FINALLY. I can feel the cupboards and drawers saying "I'M FREE!" right after that. They must've hated me a lot back then. I guess I'm a little self-delusional as well.
What's wrong with me?
I've stopped reading fanfics on the internet recently. Instead, I've 'mobilised' it. I mean, it's on my phone. See, I'm smart.
The other day...
I wanted to pamper myself with LG Chocolate. I was looking at the LG Chocolate on display, outside the shop. I've decided on it.
However, after looking in my wallet, I turned and walked to the nearest seven-eleven.
I sighed while unwrapping the chocolate.
"I have only you to keep me company, chocolate."
Totally no life. POINT PROVEN.




Friday, November 27, 2009, 10:30 PM


New group?


Omo, new group, So Nyun Chun Jee(소년천지, 少年天地)? Said to have appeared on DBSK's concerts/MVs? Maybe replacing DBSK? NOOOOOO!
"…a male version of SNSD?
Recently rumors erupted that SM Entertainment is going to come out with another boy band next year. The unofficial name of the group is So Nyun Chun Jee(소년천지, 少年天地), which translated is “Heaven and earth of boys” or “A lot of boys.” There will be 9 members which means that it could be the male version of SNSD?

Also some information on 6 members have surfaced:

Han Gyu-wan, born in 1988, who failed to become a final member of SS501.
Kim Joon-myun, born in 1991, who appeared in TVXQ’s Hahaha song MV.
Kim Moon-kyu, born in 1993, who appeared in a Chun Sang Gee Hee the Grace’s Passion MV as a child version of Kim Ki-bum, and also rumored to be Lee Soo Man’s favorite trainee.
Kim Jong-in, born in 1994, who appeared in TVXQ’s Hahaha song MV.
Ryu Chao, a Chinese trainee.
Yoo Chi-soo, who is rumored to be an exceptional singer.
However many fans are debating whether this group is going to be a replacement for Dong-bang-shin-ki (TVXQ) or not. Also, the few names mentioned, apparently been spotted in TVXQ’s concerts in the past. But, remember that all this is a rumor as of now and nothing has been confirmed except for the facts that the named are SM Entertainment trainees."
-adapted from www.popseoul.com
MY DBSK! And Jaejoong has scandal news? Aw man.
I want to marry Bling eh.
I was talking to my cousin the other day, through MSN. I told her about my goal: To audition at SME/JYPE, and be one of the trainees there, bla bla bla.
And she was like:
"HUH? YOU'RE IN ALREADY? CONGRATS."
OMO. I think I laughed till I ache. I'm not Korean. How can I audition there when I'm not there myself? Or at least in New York?
I really really wanna marry Bling.
Then I would live with Jaebum instead. HAHA.
Watched Music Bank yesterday. Was stucked on kbs world for the entire day ytd. I was dancing to BEAST's bad girl.
I swear I could see my Dad staring at me from the corner of my eye.
Then it was 2PM's turn. HEARTBEAT. YAY. But I cried at the end, cos I miss Jaebum. Sigh.
I really don't want anything bad happen to me, neither to my parents. Much less my idols. Sigh.
I swear I'm gonna marry someone who looks like Bling/Jaebum.
Bye.

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 10:39 PM

LATEST UPDATES!

SHINee's maknae, Taemin, had also caught the bug. ARG. I really hope it stops there. Don't want minkey to catch it as well. :(

Nihon tv's Best Hit Awards 2009, TVXQ would be appearing! YAY




8:32 PM

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I'm back. Sick for the past few days. Sigh.
Made a bet with my friend. We have to twitter stars. The winner would have to get at least 2 replies from Korean stars. Or else, one week worth of EVM. WTH.

Hope no one wins.

JYPE, Please take me in. HAHA. I'll to work hard in so many things right now. Sigh. But at least my life won't be meaningless and would at least have directions and goals. Cool.

I love Jonghyun. I want to be his wife. We can sit under a tree at the backyard of our house and I can play the keyboard while he play the guitar, and we sing a duet. I want to fall asleep on his shoulders. I want to cuddle up in his chest when it's cold.

I want an elder brother(who's hot). Girls who want to know him would suck up to me first(bitchy much). I want to cry on his shoulder when in need of confiding. I want him to take care of me when I'm sick. I want an elder brother(who's hot).
And it has always been my dream.

My Mum got herself a new (touch screen) phone yesterday. Guess what's my christmas gift? A very very nice ceramic cup, that comes with a cover and a spoon. I liked the box better, though.
Hmph.

Okay, have to fight for my one week worth of EXTRA VALUE MEALS. I don't wanna hole in my pocket/wallet/whatsoever.

Anneyeong!

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Saturday, November 21, 2009, 3:42 AM


Sweet then bitter

21STNOV2009, DBSK'S TRIO JAECHUNSU, APPEARING ON MAMA. HOPE IT CAN BE FIONA'S BESTEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER! :D
Today's carnival was GREAT. Went there to help draw posters, then cut the fruits and decorate them. Then went around with Khairiyah and Greta. Then helped 3E7 with their game stall, "Haunted house". LOL Got kicked by people and hit my hand. Dumb. Almost went deaf from high-pitched screams. Thank you so much to Greta and Khairiyah for getting me Mac for breakfast, though I already bought breakfast. I ate it for lunch. I would give you guys a treat the next time. :D

BEST TIME OF THE DAY: Dunking Yi Long. Sheryl and I missed while throwing, so the crew made us push the button. HAHAHA. I loved that moment. Kidding(not).

After that, went to IMM wit Sheryl, Merv, and Alson, to get stuff for band camp. We ordered SIX cookies from Subway. Yummy much. LOL

Btw, I love IU so much. Her voice is soooooooo nice, and she can play the guitar pretty well.
Watch this:

Acoustic cover of GEE, LIES and SORRY SORRY. Woots.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anbQzw1OW2g&feature=related


Key and Taemin took in helium. KEY IS SOOOO CUTE!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agdZh8jsLVU&feature=related
I saw this really cute guy on the bus just now. He happens to live near me. Alson was blocking my view lar.
!!!
Kidding. Sharp features. My heart skipped a beat. Hope I can be with anonymous-cute-guy. LOL

Band camp's tmr, and I'm going to be back only on Wednesday. BETTER MISS ME!

Till then.




Monday, November 16, 2009, 5:29 PM

A thud and bang.

Hello to world again. These few days have been kind of TERRIBLE, and I shall not elaborate on that. Sigh. I guess those were just live's ups and downs. Everyone has to face it. Well, I was listening to Tae Yang's: Wedding Dress, and upon watching the music video, I cried huh. So sad.

So, you might want to do the same as well. It's nice :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2GqcTLiWnE&feature=popular


OMO! This is just way too cute:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWQf_WFMItc




So lonely nowaways. Though it might be noisy and crowded bla bla, but it still feels empty without DBSK, and a full set of SHINee. My mind's probably contaminated and filled with kpop. Sigh. At least it proves that I'm not an empty vessel. I WAS NEVER ONE TO START WITH.
LOL

Alright. Reality. Hard facts of life. Irony of life.

Just accept it.



To DBSK:

Although I weren't a fan when you guys debuted, but it's never too late.
You guys are the best people I've ever seen and heard. You guys are the ones who motivate me when I'm down or in need of confiding. I still remember when I was elementary school, when my friend's mum went crazy over you guys. I was too absorbed in studies.
I really regret not going to your concert few years ago. The only concert in Singapore so far. Though I keep telling myself to keep thoughts positive, but the more I think about it, the more I lose hope. Though I tell myself to always keep the faith, to hold on to whatever hope there is, but it just pains me to see you guys in this state. Whenever my eye starts to form tears, I would hold the back and tell myself that DBSK needs rest and probably is getting along with life very well. But I dream of you guys. I'm so scared that DBSK would break up, and that I would never get to hear you guys together again. I've never watched you guys perform 'live', so please don't break up before I get to hear and see you guys 'live'. And I hope I would never get to do that so that DBSK would never break up. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

Ottoke, ottoke, DBSK saranghae!
HWAITING!




Sunday, November 15, 2009, 4:08 PM

Yet another day

I was crying repeatedly over DBSK's case. I'm so god-damn worried. Activities suspended for so long already. I miss them a hell lot. BAM.

So, I came up with this 'slogan'. AND IT'S MINE ONLY!

Ottoke, ottoke, DBSK saranghae!
Always keep the faith.




(On a brighter side)

This is so so hilarious. Jo Kwon's audition for JYP when he was only thirteen. His voice is freaking bian tai. Killer moves as well. Must watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZne2cwxyx4&feature=related


Btw, some omg-my-engrish-gawd actually dissed eeteukie and hyukie, saying that they're too short. Come one, one is 4cm away from 180 and the other 2cm away from 180. That woman must've left her brain at home. Poor thing, not.



Jo Kwon (attempting to) play the violin. WARNING: THIS IS SUPER HILARIOUS!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnaFogDTS7g&feature=related

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Thursday, November 12, 2009, 4:34 PM

(Calling out to all)SHINee fans!




Referring from PEP (Philippine Entertainment Portal), SHINee will be heading to the
Philippines on November 27th to perform a free K-pop concert for the fans. Also from the article:


“For Pinoy K-pop fans, November is the season to be jolly. To cap the year-long celebration of 60 years of diplomatic relations between Korea and the Philippines, the Korean Embassy will hold on November 19-27 the Korean Cultural Festival, which will let Filipinos have a taste of Korean food, dance, music, theater, and arts.

But the most-awaited event in the week-long festival is the free K-pop concert scheduled on November 27. It will feature popular Korean front acts like boyband Shinee, jazz band Winterplay, and energetic rap duo Mighty Mouth. In an email message to PEP (Philippine Entertainment Portal), Blaise Regacho, Executive Assistant on Economic & Cultural Affairs for the Korean Embassy, said the concert was borne out of several petitions by avid K-pop fans in the country, to bring Korean stars to the Philippines. Shinee was the first group they were able to get, she added.”

Hopefully by then Onew would've fully recovered.
-popseoul.com


OMO! SHINee, can you please 'happen-to-pass-by-Singapore', and hold a concert here as well.
Please eh. HAHA. But at least I'll feel closer to SHINee. LOL

Onew, hwaiting!
SHINEE, HWAITING! Sarang sarang!




Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 7:22 PM

I MISS THEM.

I miss DBSK. I miss my Yunho. I miss everyone in DBSK. Can't bring a smile to my face anymore. I keep crying while listening to DBSK's Forever Love.

I miss Jaebum. I miss Park Jaebum. Leadja of 2PM. Old man park Jaebum, seattle leader.

I miss Onew. I miss Jonghyun. I miss the entire SHINee.

This video of compilations of DBSK's laughter then brought a smile to my face.
Lit up!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzW1MVg4nnQ&feature=related




Monday, November 09, 2009, 3:48 PM

THIRD POST OF THE DAY

Woke up at 6.50 and couldn't get back to sleep.
OMG. I'm so sad for Onew. CRYYYYYYYYYYYY~

Btw, I'm currently super obsessed with BEAST's Bad Girl.
I'm so gonna learn the dance.
Or at least the song first.

EH, Sheryl, must do cover of Fireflies together one of these days, okay? :)

I bet there'll be a 4th post of the day.




3:33 PM

Another SHINee member catches the swine flu.


SHINee leader Onew has recently been diagnosed with the H1N1 virus, more commonly known as the swine flu. Onew’s illness comes after his fellow SHINee member, Jong-hyun, was hospitalized with the flu last week.

Onew was sent to the hospital after developing a slight fever and is currently resting at home until he fully recovers. Since Onew is the second SHINee member to fall ill with the highly contagious virus, members Ki-bum, Tae-min and Min-ho have now also been tested for swine flu. As it stands, none of the other members currently have the virus.

Though their leader is currently out of commission, SHINee is still scheduled to perform on the November 8th taping of SBS “Inkigayo“. It is rumored that Super Junior leader Lee-teuk will fill in for Onew during the performance. Earlier this week, Super Junior’s Ye-sung had to replace SHINee member Jong-hyun (then ill with H1N1) during the group’s November 6th KBS “Music Bank” performance.

Onew is just another name on the the long list of celebrities who have fallen ill with the virus. Fortunately, his fellow member Jong-hyun was diagnosed and released within the week. Let’s hope Onew can recover just as quickly!
-popseoul.com


WTH! Get well soon, Onew. Jonghyun still wobly:(

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2:57 PM

Weird Sweet Dream

I had this weird dream yesterday. I was in some kind of a competition. Jonghyun was there as well. All contestants shared the same bed. Jonghyun happened to speak in English rather than Korean, and we happened to be talking to each other side by side. There was suddenly a xylophone. He tried to play it like a piano, and I played it like how a percussionist does. Then he fell asleep. He suddenly moved his hand over slamed me. "He's sleeping too soundly" I thought to myself. But I realised I was wrong when he suddenly pulled me towards him, and hug me.

And I woke up.

Few reasons why I had this dream:

-Too much fanfic lately
-Have been seeing too much of xylophone?
-Miss Jonghyun too much

Let me analyse eah point:
-I AGREE! I even got Elene to print SHINee and DBSK fanfic for me. Super looooonngggg~
-3 years of band, only to dream of a xylo now? Wait, I did dream of xylophones before -.-
-Indeed. I hope he can recover really soon.

OUTING WAS GREAT!
We played quite a few games at Marina Barrage(like Blind Mice and catching -.-)
Bowling was superb. GIBSON'S POSE IS HILARIOUS!But he's pro lar.
Facebook must be flooded with outing photos. Next time!




Wednesday, November 04, 2009, 9:31 PM






JOVIAL-NESS

"The music video for SHINee’s fresh single “Ring Ding Dong” topped the most-watched video on Youtube this month with 1 million hits, according to their management company, SM.
Although the MV officially received 747,292 hits on the SM page on Youtube as of October 30, the inclusion of the MV posted up by fans bumped up the number of hits to over 1 million.
Not only that, the noonas made sure that the MV was the “Most Talked About Video” with 3,844 comments."

-Popseoul.com






YAY. I'm so proud of them. 증얀아, must faster recover, okay? GET WELL SOON.
Indeed, Jonghyun has H1N1 lar, bo bian :(



And, Su Ju posed for SPAO. Ryeowook so cute!

And, Fiona told me that Ye Sung's going to take over Jonghyun till he recovers.

-.-

Hope all goes well. :D















Monday, November 02, 2009, 10:31 PM

Shim Shim Ta Pa



SHINee with RDD in SSTP. Shin Dong was super funny in the video. Must watch!





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nc6mUKvXQBQ


OMG. ONEW IS SUPER CUTE! ESP AT 3.31 in the video. SHUPER CUTE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RLGM78-Qf8&feature=related




10:31 PM

Shim Shim Ta Pa

SHINee with RDD in SSTP. Shin Dong was super funny in the video. Must watch!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nc6mUKvXQBQ