And so this is me.

2012-01-14T08:16:00.000-08:00

OH NO NOT AGAIN

You know I've got a thing for cute guys. And Lee Chi Hoon is no exception. SO THERE'S ANOTHER HOON whom I've taken to liking.

And I'm guessing that I'll get controlled and mesmerized by cute guys. Oh well. Life.

Okay, so Ive pretty much nothing to talk about now. It's just about the mundane life of an uninteresting 18 year old. Or maybe 17 and a half.

My eyes are closing. Half closed.

2012-01-12T05:59:00.000-08:00

Lately, I've been having sleepless nights.
I've kinda lost contact with my buddies. Well, obviously we still are like "friends" on Facebook or follow each other on Twitter. But the sad thing is, there's no more of the everyday concern or even the occassional bitching.
Time really changes people. So does environment. People really do change. I've seen it for myself, and so have I experienced it myself.
I really do miss those good old days. Well, at least there weren't so much stuff to face.

I'm gonna turn 18 this July. 2012, do you really believe that it's gonna be the end? I don't really want it to end so fast. So much stuff I've yet to try.
At least let me go clubbing first.
And and and, omg, how can I not fulfill my dream first?

Class started. Bunch of idiots messing up my thoughts. There seems to be these monsters in me that are telling me different stuff, messing up my mind.

Mindfucked. I don't know. I feel really tired.

Oh I hear the door opening.
I think it's my Mum.

Gotta go.

2011-10-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

Some things are better left unsaid. I don't wanna hurt your self-esteem. And that pathetic portion of dignity you are left with.

Some day, I would be better than you in everything I do. Just watch me.

2011-10-16T06:04:00.000-07:00

I don't understand what people ever want from me.
I try to explain things, and I become the Misunderstood.
I try to do what people like and tell me to do, and I become the Fake.
I try to cut down on food intake, I become the Anorexic.
I eat the food I like, I become the Fat.

So what's life about then? Tell me about it, I'm all ears.

2011-08-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

Out of this universe. My love for you has struck.

2011-08-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

Love, is simple yet complicating. It's like the solar system. You know how many planets there are, you know there's also the milky way. But you just can't explain some things about it. That is how my definition for love is.

2011-08-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

There are also times that I would get sick and tired of you. Really.

2011-08-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

Broken

Farah, my wife, been such an awesome friend! :D

She's so pretty right. A pity she's gonna leave for Germany on Thursday already :(

You know, sometimes it really mean a lot when someone is there to share your woes and worries, cry with you, laugh with you. And I found a friend who shares a similar passion for singing. Awesome! :)

2011-08-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

I think I'm falling for you, all over again.

2011-08-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

Life's great. School's great. Everything's pretty fine.

You know that's a lie, Amanda.

2011-07-25T08:36:00.001-07:00

You made me realise.

Not everything goes according to our will.

Most of the things don't. How sad.

School's hectic.

2011-07-16T20:36:00.000-07:00

I stared at the screen for 5mins, switched tabs and half an hour later, I still don't know what to really blog about. Gosh.

I wanna get promoted to year 2.

I wanna get promoted to year 3.

I wanna get my course in local university.

Is that too much to ask for?

2011-07-09T00:16:00.000-07:00

我想我是真的累了。
I'm tired of having to please you, having to put up with all your nonsense, having to pretend it's okay although it really hurts/disgusts/pisses me.
不珍惜我这个朋友就够了，还要糟蹋我的好意，把我当成理所当然的。
Perhaps one day if I were to leave, maybe, maybe, maybe you would start to think, start to appreciate.
Just an advice: if one day you happen to lose the person you are so totally oh-my-god-she/he-is-the-only-human-alive/I have eyes for, don't blame your friends if they do not even want to turn their heads back when you come looking for them.

2011-07-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

No matter how many dream catcher I have, it won't help. Because you are my dream.

2011-05-24T06:26:00.000-07:00

I have learned that "with silence favour me".

I shall not spout nonsense anymore(though it's gonna be hard). I'll try.

If you do realise, I don't actually frequent this space very much. I only come up here once a blue moon, especially when I've got one or two photos(or a lot) to post here. Well, life's pretty good(that's so totally a lie).

A LEVELS WHY SO HARD?

Oh yes. I love my hair :D

Aiigh. Catch me on facebook. Till next time :)

2011-04-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

MALACCA TRIP!:D

2011-03-17T18:01:00.000-07:00

Couldn't think of any good heading so I decided to do without it. Well well well. It's been like close to a year since I last had a post up here. Busy? I guess so, with all the exams and stuff. And why not a post after that? Well. I just didn't have the drive anymore to pen down my thoughts at this space y'knw. Lost it.

It's been a year. And I've changed so much I can't believe I actually did.

Guys, to me, don't exist any longer.

Non-existent, if that's what you call it.

Okay. I admit. I'm bored.

And seriously, I hate it when people don't reply me text.

2010-04-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

Something just for you.

Today, some stupid girl in my school came over and asked me if I liked JongHyun.
She was so rude!
Some lower sec girl, who has really disgusting contact lenses. Just like her.
A/N: No offense to people who wear contact lenses. She's one of kind.

'cuse YOU. Like, hello? First, you were VERY rude(and I believe you'll always be). Don't touch other people's things w/o permission, GET IT? Second, don't you have any manners, AT ALL? Is "EH" the only word you could've said? Third, you're a loser. You don't even know how to pronounce 종현. How sad. I suggest you go get yourself some courtesy and study a little Korean before you come talk to me. And, I'm your senior. Show some respect. Tsk.

What a loser she is.

2010-04-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

THE BEST DAY EVER!

I am not the kind who likes to procrastinate. But, apparently, blogger.com has been giving me problems the past few days(almost a week!), therefore, I couldn't upload the photos I owe. DAMN. Anyway, here they are!

Warning: Don't freak out if you see someone ugly, wearing green.

Here's what I do, when I'm totally BORED. Spam my face here. Anyway, remember the chips from Korea? YEA! HERE'S IT! *Drools*

Small things that work wonders. Keeps me AWAKE.

"So nice, it shocks." *Plays B2ST's Shock*

O-SA-CCHI. Let me tell you a little story about the pronunciation of that. Well, on CNY day, I was trying to read the last word. My aunt, who's Korean, happened to see it, and was like, "CHI, CHI". Yea, that's about it.

TODAY.

Today, there was a half hour EARLY RELEASE, and NO SUPPLEMENTARY CLASS! So, it got us all excited and jumpy. Headed for lunch. Fooooooooooooooood~

All time favourite. Never failed to disappoint me. Sweet.

THE EGG IS THE FREAKIN MAIN THING! Juicy.

Fiona, Khairiyah, Greta and Grace all ate the same thing.

Zane's. It's steak. And it's $11.90!

I feel the pinch. Well, no pain no gain.

Must have tasted heavenly.

I can't eat beef:(((

And the corn reminds me of corn-lover, Park Bom!

And everyone in my family loves corn (and chicken).

I might be Onew's long lost sister. I love the chicken!

*Chicken Chicken Chicken Chicken*

Had a blast at the coffeeshop.

There was: Zane, Mervvyn, Grace, Khairiyah, Greta, Fiona, Lara, Zoey, Sarah, Shane, and of course, MYSELF.

It feels so good to hang out with your peeps once in a awhile. It just makes you forget all the worries for awhile.

Now, back to reality.

With loveeeeeee,

Amanda

Ps. I love to eat chicken. And I can't wait for our Lit Class tee!

2010-04-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

XL STRAWBERRIES

Lately, I've been addicted to strawberries from Korea. They're huge, red and sweet.

Yesterday, I had the sudden idea to actually change my spectacles (cos they're old and out-of-fashion). I want to change to JongHyun's one. See the peekture up there? Yea, it's so cute!

Today, I watched ParkJay on youtube. And his intro is SO EPIC. So dorky. And here's the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6A4DasnGDRk

And now, I've got to go.

2010-04-12T02:23:00.001-07:00

SHINee’s Hello Baby was a popular and lovable show for the last three months. The show came to a teary end but it’s not actually done after 12 episodes. Yes, they have said goodbye but there’s still one more episode left.

A special episode where they will show the best moments from the whole season will be aired on April 14th for fans who are missing the show already.
I’m sure all the fans of the show will appreciate this moment to reminisce.
They will air lots of deleted scenes such as a rolling paper moment.

A rolling paper game is when people write letters to each other anonymously and read it out loud.

YAY. I CAN'T WAIT, MAN! And, is 2PM the next group of appas?

2010-04-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JONG HYUN OPPA!

Food I bought for "party". I help Jonghyun oppa eat his share.

Project Bling!

This are the screenshots for hello baby final episode(which got me crying and crying):

종현오빠,생일축하합니다!니가나의영원사랑,아주좋아해요!*뽀뽀*

You're so totally my type. I'm so over you. You are my oxygen. I LOVE YOU!

2010-04-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

Pulled two ends of my lips up.

Very busy nowadays. Rushed for time. Okay, I still Jonghyun the most eh. No time for lifepeektures. Sorry, peeps. Till then!

2010-04-05T03:35:00.000-07:00

Please don't cry.

As you can see, I'm kinda throwing aside other groups and giving all my attention to SHINee. But I bet know one knows that I'm a Beauty(fan of beast/b2st)too. KiKwang is HOT.

But mind you, I still love SHINee the best. I don't care if they cried on hellobaby or not. Laugh all you want, but it's not funny.

And of cos, I love Kim Jong Hyun, BlingBling!

OKAYOKAY. Had lunch with Zoey/Lara/Greta today. Had fun time laughing. Zoey freaks me out. Stop staring at me through your curtains(hair), if you get what I mean.

No peektures from school. :(

Srsly, I can't wait for my aunty to come back from Korea. IloveKorea. Period.

2010-03-29T02:13:00.000-07:00

MY LAST SPEECH DAY.

With dearest Li Hui!

Lincoln, Sheryl, 자신. I miss mama!

Introducing...*drum roll*

GAS! GANG(w/o wp again -_-)

What it really means to crack a smile.

I know I'm short.

wp abandoned us alr :(

This is NOT the story of a witch bullying a small kid.

Graduating batch

Cheng Mun trying to ask everyone to smile. LOL

MY DEAREST PEOPLE

This photo shows how much of a glutton I am -_-

Closest ever. Weloveeachother:))

No matter what, I won't give up easily anymore.

Hope all stays gold! C'mon people!

2010-03-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

If you can understand my blog title.

Ain't this cool? If only I press it and SHINee pops out.

Right. Very busy recently. Killer week, next week. MOCK EXAMS. I can hardly breathe alr *plays GD's Breathe*
But anyhows, I still sing when I have time. Heheh. I love park bom.
I LOVE SHINee!
I LOVE KIMJONGHYUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333

I'm still as faithful to SHINee as ever. And I'm so glad.

2010-03-18T00:48:00.000-07:00

PARK BOM-YOU AND I (cover)

Please scroll to the utmost bottom (of site) to switch off music! :)

WARNING: epic fail.

OMY. This is so DISASTROUS! Forget to rotate, I look terrible ( small eyes ), and I'm screaming. There goes my dream. NAH. KIDDING(about the dream gone part).

Anyhows, comment please. TAG :)

ps. I know they'll ALL be NEGATIVE comments. I'm (not so) well prepared!

2010-03-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

covered with dust

Any idea why I say 'covered with dust'? Well, it's because the photos I posted are SUPER DUPER overdue. That proves how busy I am . (How busy?)
Enough of the yada.

And how can I miss out of JongJong?

8THAPRIL-PROJECT BLINGBLING! Can't wait. Have to start collecting (ear)studs alr.

And after the exams, I gna work double hard to get into SME. Meanwhile, it's just BENKYO, STUDY. I'll have to speed up.

2010-02-26T01:43:00.000-08:00

IN TOTAL DESPAIR.

The leadja that I love most. The bestest leader ever. The most heartwarming smile. The cutest eyes. The best dance moves. The smoothest voice.

THE GREATEST LEADER.

Now gone.

This cute boy.
Am I never gonna see him?

Fans even came up with reasons why Jay deserves to be loved this much.

How on earth is it possible that his own members were against the idea of welcoming him back?

It's totally IM-PO-SSI-BLE, considering the fact that they're SO close and BONDED, that they even decided to spilt their earnings and set aside Jay's share.

WHAT?!

And people, please DO realise that, w/o Jay, it's no longer 10 out of 10 points.

EVERYONE WAS EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK!

So, now what?

Are we played out?

JAY, WE LOVE YOU!

Hottests, pls don't jeopardise the other members. I'm sure they're feeling REALLY SAD as well.

Please don't add to their burden anymore.

Now, I've lost my motivation to move towards my dream.

JYPE/SME.

I'm so dissapointed, in myself. No matter how much I love Jay/Jong, I can never ever help them.

I can only pray.

2010-01-21T02:29:00.000-08:00

Would Onew be smiling so brightly to me on that day? I hope so. I wna:

1) sing on stage with Bling

2) snap a peekture with Bling
3) get autograph of the entire SHINee

4) I JUST WNA GET UP CLOSE WITH THEM!

So, I'd include this in my prayer:

Dear God, please grant my wish. All of the above. Even if it's just one of the above stated wish. I'll be so omgohsoomy CONTENTED.

And in return, I promise I'll study really really really hard for the 'o' levels. PLEASEEEEE.

Okay, gna go fangirl a little more, then STUDY. This entire week had been packed with nothing but TESTS. Darn.

2010-01-15T04:43:00.000-08:00

And finally, something not wordy, not lengthy.
Whenever I listen to "Without words" (from YB), I'll think of Park Jaebeom, and just wna cry.
I MISS HIM! :(

Maybe Me Fiona Greta Michelle should start a group. I'd pick the name xeroxed^^

Alright, busy week. Busy months to come. And it's definitely gna be a busy year ahead.

"Obstacles are temporary setbacks that appears only when you take your
eyes off your goal."

2010-01-07T01:53:00.000-08:00

Nothing much today. Still not really in the mugging mood. Though I know I must get all serious and intensive this year, but I just can't help it. Can't help sticking to SHINee and 2PM. And I can't stop learning dances. But, I still do my revision and homework. I AM GOOD.

Nothing much to rant about today. Before I start posting another of Jonghyun's pretty face up here, please go(esp for Sheryl).

2010-01-05T06:21:00.000-08:00

RED ALERT!

Seoul is snowing, heavy. And it's -28 degree celcius. OMO!
Would the snow stop on time? Hope SHINee can get safely to Japan, then to Singapore! Ottoke?
HWAITING! :)

2010-01-04T23:48:00.000-08:00

MAJOR ALERT!

Key is gna be stolen by that betch.
The entire SHINee is gna be stolen by her.
Bt of cos, I won't let that happen. NEVER!

p.s Know your limits.

SHINee nan namja chingu imnida.

Jonghyun nan chalgya.

I WNA GET BREAKOUT. Support DBSK!

AKTF. Always the keep the faith.

Sometimes, I find it amusing. How come when I watch a video and get obsessed with it, people either: one- stare at me as if I'm weird. Two-Criticise.

But then after some time, they'll talk to me all about it, and forget that I know that video/person/thing. Act as if I'm !WOLS.

2009-12-30T22:21:00.000-08:00

supp people.
So, what have I been doing? Right. I have been trying to do FINGER TUTTING.

Remember the conversation with shinee fangirls? There.
(click to enlarge)
And, remember the youtube video I uploaded? YAY It got five stars :) And comments as well.
Then I was watching SBS Gayo Daejun on 29th(people upload very fast eh).
And my husb sang my (once) favourite song. N Sync's Gone! SO HOT x1234569243

Gna town later. COUNTDOWN. With family -_- I wna see my cousins :)

Last but not least...

I LOVE JONGHYUN!

2009-12-30T03:00:00.001-08:00

That pretty face.

Yes Key, very cute.

Leadja, take that plane back to 2pm pls :) I miss you.

There. My husband. Cute right?

SPECIAL SEGMENT[specially for Michelle. HAHAH.]

Eunyhyuk, how many layers did you put on? This guy (above picture) belongs to Michelle. HAHAH :)

SHINee Chicken CF:

Doesn't this makes you wna have a piece? I WANT.

Awww :)

Hey, think this is it? How I can I stop here? Ok, my (imaginary) family tree.

My (imaginary) husband <33>

Actually, you can very much insert (imaginary) before each title yourself -_-

My boyfriend. I miss him eh

Igoh nai namja chingu! Newfound love. Formally my oppa(omona!)

My mum. NO KID'! Ok, Key pre debut.

Sorry eh, I can't resist posting this. Get the recent vers up there.

Nai Appa. No no, he's not Thai. He's Korean.

My youngest brother. Closest with him. So cute, right?

My boyf no.2 <33>

The one on the left is my unni(-_-), and right, is my oppa.

KIDDING. JANGWOOYOUNG IS VERY MAN OKAY. But I love Junho more :)

I shall end this (not at all wordy) post with:

My chalgya's photo,of 'cos.

OH OH OH,BTW... I uploaded a short cover of Gee on youtube and I got 5 stars of rating part :)

And someone left a positive comment. OHMY I'm so happy.

2009-12-28T20:31:00.000-08:00

Current mood: Sad/angry/devastated.
Word of the moment: Wae? Why? Why?
Reason: Joon Sung Ah's concert, Guest--SHINee. Tickets selling fast. No $$$.

OTTOKE?! I wna go for the concert so so so so so so much. But the good tickets are selling fast, and I'm tight for cash. Why must it end up like this?

I'll include this in my prayer:

Pls, pls do leave a few good tickets for me. As long as I can see them in person and hear them in person, I'll be oh so much contented.

My eyes are swollen from all the crying. Got to know a lot of people from SFI. But am in no mood to put up the screen shots of the (pretty much funny) conversations.
And how did I vent my anger?
KEEP DANCING TO RING DING DONG AND JOJO.

2009-12-25T01:54:00.000-08:00

Merry X'mas!

Yay, it's christmas already. How did you celebrate your Silent Night? Well, apparantly mine wasn't very quite. Heh.

First, met bestie Sheryl for a movie. And all thanks to her, we didn't catch any movie at all. THANKS A LOT. So ended up at the arcade. But it was really fun. To add to that, we tried out the taiko thingy, and I was sure I practiced my stroke already. Anyway, pictures.

24thDec09

Long John Silver's(half-eaten. LOL)

Mine. Ben 10.

Sheryl's. Ben 10.

We decided to "get something" for the section. So here's it:

Sport's car for Wei Ping. ROFL.

"Eh, the baby chair got vibration!" I didn't believe Sheryl.

And may I introduce you to this wonderful monster.

And so, I had to leave for a gathering at Orchard. Met Mrs Hyukkie to exchange presents. I bet she's the sweetest girl now. YAY

Alrights. Went pan pacific hotel to have perenakan food. My cousins joined in. And all of us(including the adults) were talking about Korean guys and stuff. So happy!

Red wine. I'm not drunk lor. (Lazy to rotate)

Lime juice and red wine won't blend(that explains the runs!)

Then up to the lobby to have(expensive)coffee. Photos not with me.

There. My silent night.

25thDec09

Went Suntec to have brunch, after exchanging presents with Linda. AWESOME MUCH! I love sweet stuff. How can I ever miss out on shopping? I love New Look. I so love their heels! Cotton On's crazy sale. Saved myself from bandage skirt with a pretty dress.

Let me show you my collection of: My xmas presents.

1) Cotton On dress

The longest receipt ever(LOL).

2)Present(s) from Mrs Hyukkie

She's so sweet la.

LOL. See, sweet (and creative) girl :)

I can keep this on my thermometer, right? LOL

My favourite. I call it the "Bling charm". I SO LOVE IT!

Here's the long thing.*anticipates*

Yeah. Our husb loves us, CANNOT AR?

New member to my room's wall :)

3)Linda's present

Special way of wrapping. LOL

JJANG! It's a planner!

See that compartment there? Yea, I can put Bling's photo there! :)

4)2nd Mum present

Pre-xmas present :)

Cool right? Tsk.

And what do I lack?

-Samsung corby

-Kim Jong Hyun Bling

2009-12-23T16:12:00.000-08:00

xmas is just tmr, are you guys out there well prepared? This xmas is a little different to me. Why? Becos the (not at all) artsy fartsy me is actually sitting at my working table making xmas cards. And I bet it'll the one and only in the world(partly becos no one can make such an ugly card). But it comes from my heart. so, yay.
Though it doesn't snow in S'pore, though santa won't board a plane and cab down to your house to give you your present, but I bet there are santas around you. Take for example, your parents. My parents used to sneak up in the night and put gifts in the 'holy' socks. And your friends are also your santas as well! Well, I have a special group of santa. That is shinee/2pm/dbsk/super junior. Although they don't stuff a gift in face, neither would they give me peck on the cheeks, but seeing them perform and are all healthy and happy, naturally I wouldbe really contented, and it become my bestest xmas gift ever.

So, now you know what I want for xmas eh. JONGHYUN! I want:

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The last half of the 2009 year has been terrible for the K-Pop scene with swine flu everywhere, lawsuits stacking up, people's past actions being unearthed... the list just goes on. Everyone's hoping that the new year of 2010 will be a fresh new start, and to help brighten up the new year, SHINee released their 2010 calendar with a pure white concept.

I want that calendar, cos I bet it'll give me the strength and motivation to move on when hard times come('m pretty sure next year would be tough eh).

Enough said. I'm going out with Sheryl later. Ahhh. Gna go complete the cards. Bye!

2009-12-22T22:04:00.000-08:00

I was so bored, that I went to edit my husband's photo. Each and every single day, I'm falling more and more for him. Btw, I just started a new livejournal account. Go check it out.

amandapark

I can't wait for tomorrow. I seriously wna sing tmr. Hope Greta would be free. Christmas is just round the corner, and I'm not finished with the (handmade) christmas cards. HOW? I might not be giving everyone presents. I'm broke. I feel so bad. I promise to save up next year.

Okay, till I get a complete set of concert photos and ytd's bbq photos, I shall put up my (imaginary) husband's photos first. Bear with me.

Something I might wna mouth to you.

Mrs HyukJae and I starting project ourhusbands. Kidding. Just wna show how worthy we as fangirls are. If you can't live up to it, then don't.

Btw, something's wrong with (my side of) blogger. The date and time's all messed up. Screwit.
Read it, it' 23rdDec today. Bye.

2009-12-22T00:30:00.000-08:00

Going off to bbq. Wanted to wear SHINee socks, but decided to save them for xmas and cny.

Alright, gna be late. Hope it doesn't rain.Annyong!

2009-12-20T17:07:00.000-08:00

Photo credits: http://ron-percussionist.blogspot.com

First of all, CONCERT WAS A BLAST!

I'm sure all the efforts and hardwork, all went to the great performance yesterday night. I cried minutes before I was about to step into the concert hall. But the moment I'm in, I stood proud and confident with my instrument. Though during STOMP my belt actually broke, but I managed to pull it off. Perks of being a percussionist, I'll never forget.

And it has really been a great time working with the sec fours.

I'll miss you guys!

And I would really like to thank my parents for their support. I saw my Mum clapping with real enthusiasm. And I'm sure my Dad did enjoy as well. I love my parents the most.

And before the performance, I got Jonghyun to encourage me. Don't tell you how :x

Picture are all in facebook. I shall go grab them first :D

Btw, you guys should really check out Star King's "christmas boys". Touching.

2009-12-19T05:25:00.000-08:00

Yes, people, I've got new socks. Big news! Laughoutloud. Hey, first xmas gift(from friend) this year. Sheryl dongseng, gomapyo!

Yes, I know they can be found in Singapore, but it's so much cheaper in Hanguk, and it's the thought that counts. Though no Minho and Taemin :(, but my three boyf would be good enough.
Sheryl, next year if I go Italy, I go bring you the pisa tower.

Alongside, to 'commemorate' 100 days since Park Jay left 2pm and Korea, I've also made something. Hope it makes (myself) any Hottest feel better.

Bandsmen,
tmr's the concert already. For all these while, we've been practicing so hard. So, let's all come together as a big family, and give it our bestest all, okay?
Percussion, do well for ensembles and STOMP. HWA-I-TING!

Ps. Ramdan, yes, I've heard of 'My colour' by 2pm.

2009-12-17T02:17:00.000-08:00

I cried yesterday. Had a good heart-to-heart talk with Daddy. Felt super good after that.
Ps. we gossiped little. Omy!

Sometimes, I'm really scared. Scared, not because I watched some horror movie, but scared because I can't see what's coming. In the past, I can still roughly predict what would happen an then decided on what steps to take. But now, I can't. Why?

Btw, if you're a Kpop fan, you can visit this website:

www.feeltong.com

It's an online noraebang. Cool huh?

Today's been a great day. I wish I can keep my perca by my side forever. Yeongwonhi, araso?

Elene, we shall hang out one entire day, probably just talking about my SHINee and your Donghae. Maybe we should go Korea together. HAHAH.

Last but not least, I hope for the very best for this Sunday. And of cos every other day.

I hope my leg won't stay swollen. HWA-I-TING!

2009-12-08T18:40:00.000-08:00

Darn. The holidays are ending soon. And I'm going for war, soon.

War, hereby means, THE NATIONAL EXAMS('O' levels, my darling).

Any idea what dream I had yesterday?

OMO. I dreamt of SHINee. I don't quite rememer the entire dream. But I was invited by their manager to stay over at their dorm. Before I got to do that, I woke up. Arg.

No matter how much I refrain from starting on a stupid emo post, I can't. So here I go again.

Wait. NO. I'll start by listing out my christmas wish list. Better?

I'd want:

-black psp(Jonghyun's)

-black flip phone(Jonghyun's)

-dance dance dance party

-get rid of the pink all over my room

-new Vic Firth sticks

-'Keep slow for own worth' shirt(Jonghyun's)

-'Always keep the faith' tattoo(kidding!)

-Reebok shoes(Jonghyun and Key's)

-Nana's B cream

-SHINee fangirl shirt

The above, I would categorise them into the It's-possible-to-get-them section. As for those below, it might be a little difficult. Tsk.

-to marry Jonghyun Bling

-Jaebum to be in 2PM this very minute

-get into SM Academy after o level(personally, I think this point should be in the prev category)

-find out on christmas eve that Onew and Key is actually my brother

-get invited to Korea on Christmas eve ,and celebrate with all my fav guys

-sit under a tree at a beautifully-lited backyard, talk and sing with Bling, and await for christmas

2009-12-08T01:54:00.000-08:00

What Hottest did for 2PM, for Jay. I'm gonna go look for post-its and do the same.
Btw, Hottests commence "Project Hottest", and it was a great success. I took part as well.
I miss you, Jaebum.

This, is my elder brother. He's not my biological brother, so eventually I fell for him. I miss him so much.

All the above is just hallucination. Except for the last part.

I cried on XinYi's shoulders on 5thDec09, Passing Out Parade. The entire row went out, all except me. I felt like a total failure. I think I suck.

Then I think back.

What did I do to help the band? Have I? Was it enough? Enough for people to even notice it?

Or is it just fate?

Then, I told myself to bring that smile back to my face because,

Jaebum needs me as a Hottest.

DBSK needs me as a cassie.

And I love SHINee too much to cry.

And I still want to continue to work hard for my goal.

You only see obstacles when you take your eyes off your goal. Indeed. So, I'm going to keep going forward, and not look back. But I'm so afraid there'll be a rapid change in my character.

If only Jaebum is by my side now.

Hug together and cry.

2009-12-04T05:05:00.000-08:00

THIS IS SO SO SO HILARIOUS. must watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdisa3yJpfs

OMG! ORCHESTRAL VERSON OF GEE!!!! MUST WATCH:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gourgo-64YA&feature=related

2009-12-02T03:43:00.000-08:00

Currently hooked on to: IDOL MAKNAE REBELLION.(ep 4)

Round two: Ukiss Dongho VS SHINee Key
Key's victory shocked everyone. Umma rocks!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHxPXPGhNos

2009-12-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

Annyong!

For the past few days, I've been going around, looking for stuff that're supposed to be compiled into presents. I got to know more about people in my section. Good sign.

Here are the photos.

This is somehow my favourite photo.

"Noogoo?" The guy in he background looks like someone...

Ms Tay!

I don't kno what to say. HAHAHAHAH.

Totally unglam. Wonder where I kept my eyes. Tsk.

The coolest gadget ever. Cooler thn macbook(not). It pricks. Ow.

What was I thinking?

Lester thinks he's cool(not).

This little boy here, dropped his ice cream. Awww.

This girl was playing around with my clip. It was gift.

What are they doing in a dark corner?!

Tsk. Weird phone.

SCANDAL! Caught red-handed.

Is she a teacher, or a cook? Or both? LOL

I took this. Laugh.

Dearie's phone is so ____. She said it herself. LOL

Don't peep

We were hungry~

YAY. I love this so so so much.

"HMM?"

Alright. Annyong!

2009-11-29T15:43:00.000-08:00

This guy is totaly amazing! Subscribed. His covers are great. I'm taken aback! He can even play the violin. Here's the link for his acoustic cover for Only You:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=URGnMw6eAoM&feature=related

This guy is cute. He reminds me of OK Taec. Nice build. Nice acoustic cover. Two thumbs up!
Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVT39S29myA&feature=response_watch

EARLY RISER

Waking up at 7am hadn't quite been a problem for me recently. I wonder why.

Btw, I totally love the Ring Ding Dong Remix on Inkigayo. Though there wasn't any Taemin(aww), but the boys still brought a great performance to the fans. Personally, I still prefer the original version. WHY? That's because the song starts with Bling's impact-vocals. Nevertheless, the remix version is really nice, too. I love the dance breaks. Awesome much!

Anyway, here's the video link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xO1KG8HIPL4

OMG ! You must totally watch this. Quite long ago already. 10 out of 10 special ver. When OK Taec and Ssanti Woo young were the new MC for Inkigayo(see, so long ago!). Cute:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONaFyYrLtXA

SIGH. Life's sad. My poor Taecyeon. What's wrong with that fangirl (or is she even one)? If she doesn't have enough $$$ to get a damn pen, I'll sponsor. I believe no one would want to receive a letter written with a girl's MENSUS BLOOD, sprinkled with a little bit of pubic hair.
WHAT?! She thinks it's pizza? Toppings? YUCKS.

Author's note: Sorry for those eating pizza. It's gross, I know. Mianhe.

I voted for SHINee's maknae, Taemin, for "who you would want to have a date with on the first snowfall".
~~Definitely not Jessica Jung~~.
The first snowfall is the most romantic and important to most girls.
Of course it's noona's favourite, Taemin. Taemin oppa, must recover asap!

Had loads of fun chatting with Eunhyuk's wifey(Michelle) on MSN yesterday. ANTI! 95% Kpop. The other 5% left specially for our dearest-ever friend, Anti. Eukyangkyang.

And yes, Michelle, do remember our dream. Star King, here we come! YAY. LOL

Alright. I'm going to go for more eye-candy Jonghyun. My bling.

2009-11-29T05:06:00.000-08:00

2009-11-29T02:42:00.000-08:00

"You know how much I want your lips to touch mine?"

Bling ding dong, Bling ding dong.

I want to marry Bling. Aww. I want to go Bangkok next year. The country I've been going once/twice every year. Hell yea. I can close my eyes and walk around and never get lost there.

Bullshit.

Recently, I've somehow developed a rather(very) unhealthy lifestyle. Sigh. I don't want a tummy. I want Onew's skin colour. Jaejoong's is totally fine with me as well.

Cleared (rubbish) unwanted stuff out of my (eww, purple/pink) room today.

FINALLY. I can feel the cupboards and drawers saying "I'M FREE!" right after that. They must've hated me a lot back then. I guess I'm a little self-delusional as well.

What's wrong with me?

I've stopped reading fanfics on the internet recently. Instead, I've 'mobilised' it. I mean, it's on my phone. See, I'm smart.

The other day...

I wanted to pamper myself with LG Chocolate. I was looking at the LG Chocolate on display, outside the shop. I've decided on it.

However, after looking in my wallet, I turned and walked to the nearest seven-eleven.

I sighed while unwrapping the chocolate.

"I have only you to keep me company, chocolate."

Totally no life. POINT PROVEN.

2009-11-27T22:30:00.000-08:00

New group?

Omo, new group, So Nyun Chun Jee(소년천지, 少年天地)? Said to have appeared on DBSK's concerts/MVs? Maybe replacing DBSK? NOOOOOO!

"…a male version of SNSD?

Recently rumors erupted that SM Entertainment is going to come out with another boy band next year. The unofficial name of the group is So Nyun Chun Jee(소년천지, 少年天地), which translated is “Heaven and earth of boys” or “A lot of boys.” There will be 9 members which means that it could be the male version of SNSD?

Also some information on 6 members have surfaced:

Han Gyu-wan, born in 1988, who failed to become a final member of SS501.

Kim Joon-myun, born in 1991, who appeared in TVXQ’s Hahaha song MV.

Kim Moon-kyu, born in 1993, who appeared in a Chun Sang Gee Hee the Grace’s Passion MV as a child version of Kim Ki-bum, and also rumored to be Lee Soo Man’s favorite trainee.

Kim Jong-in, born in 1994, who appeared in TVXQ’s Hahaha song MV.

Ryu Chao, a Chinese trainee.

Yoo Chi-soo, who is rumored to be an exceptional singer.

However many fans are debating whether this group is going to be a replacement for Dong-bang-shin-ki (TVXQ) or not. Also, the few names mentioned, apparently been spotted in TVXQ’s concerts in the past. But, remember that all this is a rumor as of now and nothing has been confirmed except for the facts that the named are SM Entertainment trainees."

-adapted from www.popseoul.com

MY DBSK! And Jaejoong has scandal news? Aw man.

I want to marry Bling eh.

I was talking to my cousin the other day, through MSN. I told her about my goal: To audition at SME/JYPE, and be one of the trainees there, bla bla bla.

And she was like:

"HUH? YOU'RE IN ALREADY? CONGRATS."

OMO. I think I laughed till I ache. I'm not Korean. How can I audition there when I'm not there myself? Or at least in New York?

I really really wanna marry Bling.

Then I would live with Jaebum instead. HAHA.

Watched Music Bank yesterday. Was stucked on kbs world for the entire day ytd. I was dancing to BEAST's bad girl.

I swear I could see my Dad staring at me from the corner of my eye.

Then it was 2PM's turn. HEARTBEAT. YAY. But I cried at the end, cos I miss Jaebum. Sigh.

I really don't want anything bad happen to me, neither to my parents. Much less my idols. Sigh.

I swear I'm gonna marry someone who looks like Bling/Jaebum.

Bye.

2009-11-25T22:39:00.000-08:00

LATEST UPDATES!

SHINee's maknae, Taemin, had also caught the bug. ARG. I really hope it stops there. Don't want minkey to catch it as well. :(

Nihon tv's Best Hit Awards 2009, TVXQ would be appearing! YAY

2009-11-25T20:32:00.000-08:00

I'm back. Sick for the past few days. Sigh.
Made a bet with my friend. We have to twitter stars. The winner would have to get at least 2 replies from Korean stars. Or else, one week worth of EVM. WTH.

Hope no one wins.

JYPE, Please take me in. HAHA. I'll to work hard in so many things right now. Sigh. But at least my life won't be meaningless and would at least have directions and goals. Cool.

I love Jonghyun. I want to be his wife. We can sit under a tree at the backyard of our house and I can play the keyboard while he play the guitar, and we sing a duet. I want to fall asleep on his shoulders. I want to cuddle up in his chest when it's cold.

I want an elder brother(who's hot). Girls who want to know him would suck up to me first(bitchy much). I want to cry on his shoulder when in need of confiding. I want him to take care of me when I'm sick. I want an elder brother(who's hot).
And it has always been my dream.

My Mum got herself a new (touch screen) phone yesterday. Guess what's my christmas gift? A very very nice ceramic cup, that comes with a cover and a spoon. I liked the box better, though.
Hmph.

Okay, have to fight for my one week worth of EXTRA VALUE MEALS. I don't wanna hole in my pocket/wallet/whatsoever.

Anneyeong!

2009-11-21T03:42:00.000-08:00

Sweet then bitter

21STNOV2009, DBSK'S TRIO JAECHUNSU, APPEARING ON MAMA. HOPE IT CAN BE FIONA'S BESTEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER! :D

Today's carnival was GREAT. Went there to help draw posters, then cut the fruits and decorate them. Then went around with Khairiyah and Greta. Then helped 3E7 with their game stall, "Haunted house". LOL Got kicked by people and hit my hand. Dumb. Almost went deaf from high-pitched screams. Thank you so much to Greta and Khairiyah for getting me Mac for breakfast, though I already bought breakfast. I ate it for lunch. I would give you guys a treat the next time. :D

BEST TIME OF THE DAY: Dunking Yi Long. Sheryl and I missed while throwing, so the crew made us push the button. HAHAHA. I loved that moment. Kidding(not).

After that, went to IMM wit Sheryl, Merv, and Alson, to get stuff for band camp. We ordered SIX cookies from Subway. Yummy much. LOL

Btw, I love IU so much. Her voice is soooooooo nice, and she can play the guitar pretty well.
Watch this:

Acoustic cover of GEE, LIES and SORRY SORRY. Woots.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anbQzw1OW2g&feature=related

Key and Taemin took in helium. KEY IS SOOOO CUTE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agdZh8jsLVU&feature=related

I saw this really cute guy on the bus just now. He happens to live near me. Alson was blocking my view lar.
!!!
Kidding. Sharp features. My heart skipped a beat. Hope I can be with anonymous-cute-guy. LOL

Band camp's tmr, and I'm going to be back only on Wednesday. BETTER MISS ME!

Till then.

2009-11-16T17:29:00.000-08:00

A thud and bang.

Hello to world again. These few days have been kind of TERRIBLE, and I shall not elaborate on that. Sigh. I guess those were just live's ups and downs. Everyone has to face it. Well, I was listening to Tae Yang's: Wedding Dress, and upon watching the music video, I cried huh. So sad.

So, you might want to do the same as well. It's nice :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2GqcTLiWnE&feature=popular

OMO! This is just way too cute:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWQf_WFMItc

So lonely nowaways. Though it might be noisy and crowded bla bla, but it still feels empty without DBSK, and a full set of SHINee. My mind's probably contaminated and filled with kpop. Sigh. At least it proves that I'm not an empty vessel. I WAS NEVER ONE TO START WITH.
LOL

Alright. Reality. Hard facts of life. Irony of life.

Just accept it.

To DBSK:

Although I weren't a fan when you guys debuted, but it's never too late.
You guys are the best people I've ever seen and heard. You guys are the ones who motivate me when I'm down or in need of confiding. I still remember when I was elementary school, when my friend's mum went crazy over you guys. I was too absorbed in studies.
I really regret not going to your concert few years ago. The only concert in Singapore so far. Though I keep telling myself to keep thoughts positive, but the more I think about it, the more I lose hope. Though I tell myself to always keep the faith, to hold on to whatever hope there is, but it just pains me to see you guys in this state. Whenever my eye starts to form tears, I would hold the back and tell myself that DBSK needs rest and probably is getting along with life very well. But I dream of you guys. I'm so scared that DBSK would break up, and that I would never get to hear you guys together again. I've never watched you guys perform 'live', so please don't break up before I get to hear and see you guys 'live'. And I hope I would never get to do that so that DBSK would never break up. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

Ottoke, ottoke, DBSK saranghae!
HWAITING!

2009-11-15T16:08:00.000-08:00

Yet another day

I was crying repeatedly over DBSK's case. I'm so god-damn worried. Activities suspended for so long already. I miss them a hell lot. BAM.

So, I came up with this 'slogan'. AND IT'S MINE ONLY!

Ottoke, ottoke, DBSK saranghae!
Always keep the faith.

(On a brighter side)

This is so so hilarious. Jo Kwon's audition for JYP when he was only thirteen. His voice is freaking bian tai. Killer moves as well. Must watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZne2cwxyx4&feature=related

Btw, some omg-my-engrish-gawd actually dissed eeteukie and hyukie, saying that they're too short. Come one, one is 4cm away from 180 and the other 2cm away from 180. That woman must've left her brain at home. Poor thing, not.

Jo Kwon (attempting to) play the violin. WARNING: THIS IS SUPER HILARIOUS!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnaFogDTS7g&feature=related

2009-11-12T16:34:00.000-08:00

(Calling out to all)SHINee fans!

Referring from PEP (Philippine Entertainment Portal), SHINee will be heading to the
Philippines on November 27th to perform a free K-pop concert for the fans. Also from the article:

“For Pinoy K-pop fans, November is the season to be jolly. To cap the year-long celebration of 60 years of diplomatic relations between Korea and the Philippines, the Korean Embassy will hold on November 19-27 the Korean Cultural Festival, which will let Filipinos have a taste of Korean food, dance, music, theater, and arts.

But the most-awaited event in the week-long festival is the free K-pop concert scheduled on November 27. It will feature popular Korean front acts like boyband Shinee, jazz band Winterplay, and energetic rap duo Mighty Mouth. In an email message to PEP (Philippine Entertainment Portal), Blaise Regacho, Executive Assistant on Economic & Cultural Affairs for the Korean Embassy, said the concert was borne out of several petitions by avid K-pop fans in the country, to bring Korean stars to the Philippines. Shinee was the first group they were able to get, she added.”

Hopefully by then Onew would've fully recovered.
-popseoul.com

OMO! SHINee, can you please 'happen-to-pass-by-Singapore', and hold a concert here as well.
Please eh. HAHA. But at least I'll feel closer to SHINee. LOL

Onew, hwaiting!
SHINEE, HWAITING! Sarang sarang!

2009-11-11T19:22:00.000-08:00

I MISS THEM.

I miss DBSK. I miss my Yunho. I miss everyone in DBSK. Can't bring a smile to my face anymore. I keep crying while listening to DBSK's Forever Love.

I miss Jaebum. I miss Park Jaebum. Leadja of 2PM. Old man park Jaebum, seattle leader.

I miss Onew. I miss Jonghyun. I miss the entire SHINee.

This video of compilations of DBSK's laughter then brought a smile to my face.
Lit up!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dzW1MVg4nnQ&feature=related

2009-11-09T15:48:00.000-08:00

THIRD POST OF THE DAY

Woke up at 6.50 and couldn't get back to sleep.
OMG. I'm so sad for Onew. CRYYYYYYYYYYYY~

Btw, I'm currently super obsessed with BEAST's Bad Girl.
I'm so gonna learn the dance.
Or at least the song first.

EH, Sheryl, must do cover of Fireflies together one of these days, okay? :)

I bet there'll be a 4th post of the day.

2009-11-09T15:33:00.000-08:00

Another SHINee member catches the swine flu.

SHINee leader Onew has recently been diagnosed with the H1N1 virus, more commonly known as the swine flu. Onew’s illness comes after his fellow SHINee member, Jong-hyun, was hospitalized with the flu last week.

Onew was sent to the hospital after developing a slight fever and is currently resting at home until he fully recovers. Since Onew is the second SHINee member to fall ill with the highly contagious virus, members Ki-bum, Tae-min and Min-ho have now also been tested for swine flu. As it stands, none of the other members currently have the virus.

Though their leader is currently out of commission, SHINee is still scheduled to perform on the November 8th taping of SBS “Inkigayo“. It is rumored that Super Junior leader Lee-teuk will fill in for Onew during the performance. Earlier this week, Super Junior’s Ye-sung had to replace SHINee member Jong-hyun (then ill with H1N1) during the group’s November 6th KBS “Music Bank” performance.

Onew is just another name on the the long list of celebrities who have fallen ill with the virus. Fortunately, his fellow member Jong-hyun was diagnosed and released within the week. Let’s hope Onew can recover just as quickly!
-popseoul.com

WTH! Get well soon, Onew. Jonghyun still wobly:(

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2009-11-09T14:57:00.000-08:00

Weird Sweet Dream

I had this weird dream yesterday. I was in some kind of a competition. Jonghyun was there as well. All contestants shared the same bed. Jonghyun happened to speak in English rather than Korean, and we happened to be talking to each other side by side. There was suddenly a xylophone. He tried to play it like a piano, and I played it like how a percussionist does. Then he fell asleep. He suddenly moved his hand over slamed me. "He's sleeping too soundly" I thought to myself. But I realised I was wrong when he suddenly pulled me towards him, and hug me.

And I woke up.

Few reasons why I had this dream:

-Too much fanfic lately
-Have been seeing too much of xylophone?
-Miss Jonghyun too much

Let me analyse eah point:
-I AGREE! I even got Elene to print SHINee and DBSK fanfic for me. Super looooonngggg~
-3 years of band, only to dream of a xylo now? Wait, I did dream of xylophones before -.-
-Indeed. I hope he can recover really soon.

OUTING WAS GREAT!
We played quite a few games at Marina Barrage(like Blind Mice and catching -.-)
Bowling was superb. GIBSON'S POSE IS HILARIOUS!But he's pro lar.
Facebook must be flooded with outing photos. Next time!

2009-11-04T21:31:00.001-08:00

JOVIAL-NESS

"The music video for SHINee’s fresh single “Ring Ding Dong” topped the most-watched video on Youtube this month with 1 million hits, according to their management company, SM.

Although the MV officially received 747,292 hits on the SM page on Youtube as of October 30, the inclusion of the MV posted up by fans bumped up the number of hits to over 1 million.

Not only that, the noonas made sure that the MV was the “Most Talked About Video” with 3,844 comments."

-Popseoul.com

YAY. I'm so proud of them. 증얀아, must faster recover, okay? GET WELL SOON.

Indeed, Jonghyun has H1N1 lar, bo bian :(

And, Su Ju posed for SPAO. Ryeowook so cute!

And, Fiona told me that Ye Sung's going to take over Jonghyun till he recovers.

-.-

Hope all goes well. :D

2009-11-02T22:31:00.001-08:00

Shim Shim Ta Pa

SHINee with RDD in SSTP. Shin Dong was super funny in the video. Must watch!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nc6mUKvXQBQ

OMG. ONEW IS SUPER CUTE! ESP AT 3.31 in the video. SHUPER CUTE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RLGM78-Qf8&feature=related

2009-11-02T22:31:00.000-08:00

Shim Shim Ta Pa

SHINee with RDD in SSTP. Shin Dong was super funny in the video. Must watch!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nc6mUKvXQBQ

2009-10-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

I'm so glad my PSP's white. HAHA.

PAPA & MAMA. My two favourites in SHINee!

Key so cute eh. Jonghyun is super cute, too :D

DROOL.

My current wallpaper. BLING BLING!

WHO CAN RESIST THESE BOYS?! ARG.

SHINee ah, hwaiting!

Anyway, FT Island's Seung hyun is so cute. Esp in Flower Boy Generation.

And on Music Core, Onew did wrong dance steps! So cute.

AND. If anyone else likes SHINee, I won't be jealous or what.

Cos this proves only one point: SHINee's getting more fans!

And so many people likes SHINee after my crazy obsession.

POINT PROVEN.

2009-10-26T22:06:00.000-07:00

I was searching for superb sites, when I spotted this awesome site:

www.popseoul.com

If you're a kpop fan, then this IS your fav site.
Enjoy.

And, A THREE YEAR OLD BOY SINGING & DANCING TO MIROTIC?! :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6n687VuF6Y&feature=related

2009-10-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

Baking Day

Today was baking day. Went to Zoey's house to bake with Greta, Aqilah and of course Zoey herself. IT TURNED OUT SO WELL. Except for the burned ones.

Teehee.

I was searching for Noona nomu yepoh randomly, when I saw this. I almost cried:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqwVbMv8IYk

THE STAGE'S JUST TOO SLIPPERY!

Who says an idol can't have an idol?
Changmin seems to be a great fan of SHINee. Even Junsu also enjoys the performance:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMQlS8XG8vE&feature=related

And SHINee is evidently a HUGE fan of DBSK. Check out Jonghyun:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3QA5V3Od8s&feature=related

2009-10-19T22:54:00.000-07:00

I went in search for covers done by Super Junior, and I happened to stumble upon this:

090624 Sungmin (SUJU) & Sunny (SNSD) - Falling Slowly On Music Travel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JlW9BYEwy5Q&feature=related

Other than this, there's still Gee acoustic by SuJu and Way back into love by SuJu & SNSD.

And happen to like Beautiful Restriction cover by Sunny,Seohyun,Taeyeon,Tiffany,Jessica (SNSD).

2009-10-17T21:32:00.000-07:00

I waited and waited. Watched star king. And SHINee's Ring Ding Dong Debut at music bank was finally out. I WAS SCREAMING. :D
Sarang hae. Anyway, I watched dangerous love. After that I watched unforgetable love today. LOL
DBSK is cute lah.

2009-10-15T23:04:00.000-07:00

SHINee-Ring ding dong

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Can't wait for 16thOct, which is TODAY! Debut at Music Bank-SHINee Ring Ding Dong!

2009-10-15T00:20:00.000-07:00

Ring Ding Dong 링 딩 동

Finally! The long awaited SHINee Third Mini Album: Ring Ding Dong

SO HOT! I love Key's new image. BANGS!

TaeMin

JongHyun!

2009-10-13T23:56:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps. I'm back. And of course, back with more of SUPER JUNIOR VIDEOS!

Star King. HIGHLIGHTS: Hankyun with Shaolin perform WuShu. Sung Min, Nickhun plays instruments. MUST WATCH.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K3a50YHMaSA&feature=related

KYUHYUN SINGS.
SUNG MIN & EETEUKIE PLAYS THE XYLO(MOVING!).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3fYVnEIUrA&feature=related

Eeteukie and others playing virtual instruments.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-NKUcNBPm8&feature=related

2009-10-09T23:41:00.000-07:00

A wonderful day indeed.

Yo, people!
Went out to study with Sheryl, Winnie and Wei Feng. HAD LOTS OF FUN. At the library. LOL
Saw SO MANY people.

I hate those bimbos: "OMG. WHERE DID I PUT MY SUNG MIN? WHERE'S THE PHOTO?! EYERH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"

Can't they get a life. BLOCK MY WAY.
Got Wookie and Hyukie's photos. Shall get JaeJae's for Fiona the next time.
And on one of the cards I got, I found something cool:

www.myeunhyuk.com

It's all in Korean. BUT IF YOU'RE A HYUKIE FAN, YOU MUST VISIT THE WEB :D

Right. Gonna go stare at SHINee's photos. BYE.

2009-10-08T02:22:00.000-07:00

Wookie is so cute!

Hyukie! Saranghae :D

OMG. Jong Hyun. Hot.

Currently my wallpaper. Shuper hot!

The irrisistable SHINee! :D Chyu.

A day brightened up

Kyo wa, totte mo omoshiroi desu ne. SHINee to Su Ju wa, totte mo daisuki dsu yo. Seno~ aishiteru. Chyu.

LOL. Don't know why but just felt like typing Japanese, but got tired after awhile.

SHINee is so hot.

SHINEE IS MY LATEST OBSESSION :X

But... Hyukie's still mine.

And how would I ever forget my WOOKIE?

Btw, view my previous post and be sure to watch the videos if you like Super Junior!

2009-10-08T00:18:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbXZLt8KxD4&feature=related

A volunteer was chosen to go on stage to pinch Kim Hyun Joong. And the volunteer happened to be a fan of his(who isn't?). SO FUNNY. Must watch

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm6fGZ5EFW4&feature=related
Kim Hyun Joong and Tiffany(SNSD). And the 3 year old can SEW!
eeteuk was super cute loh. HAHA

2009-10-07T02:05:00.000-07:00

Nickhun (2pm) & Minho (Shinee) Romance in Every1 Idol Show

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lk39QxSjcdk

They're so cute. YAY :D

Eunhyuk, Nickhun & Boom Dancing in a Pool of Cornstarch

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwXrVHdwnz8&feature=related

DAMN NICE. MUST WATCH!

2009-10-06T02:57:00.000-07:00

Latest Obsessions.

If you ask me what my latest obsession is, I can't name you just one.

Instead, ask me what my latest obsessions are.

I can never ever ever part with these babies. HAHA.

#1: Super Junior
#2: SHINee
#3: SS501
#4: 2PM
#5: FT Island

Check this out : http://theurbanwire.com/2008/11/05/korean-pop-night-the-beginning-of-k-pop-wave/

When's the flashmob, Xiao Hui?

By the way, I want go flashmob!:D

And I missed concert which had 2PM and Wonder Girls. GREAT(sarcasm).

2009-10-05T01:29:00.000-07:00

After such a long wait.

After so long, I've finally mastered the skills of them HAMA BEADS. YAY ME!
Well, since they're such nice little cuties, I'll put them up here, and SELL THEM :D

I'll update new designs regularly. If you have any specific designs you are interested in, feel free to tag on my tagboard, or send me a mail. I'll do the designs :D

Here are some available designs.

I'll try to do super junior figurines, 2D.

This is so cute. I have the white one :D

You can choose a design, and put your name there.

Domo kun. You can exclude the name part, though.

Domo earrings.

Guess what? There's actually a blog specially for this Hama babies.

Check it out :D

2009-09-24T03:21:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOO7PvSneCA

Ariel Lin, Fireflies love FT. Donghae and Siwon fro SUJU. :D

2009-09-23T03:33:00.000-07:00

I decided not to put up any stupid title today. Can't think of one. Arg.
TIRED. WEARED OUT. I swear I won't use shag. THERE! Gosh. So nonsense la, me.
I would make do with a super short post today.

A super short post.

There you go. Enjoy!

2009-09-21T05:50:00.000-07:00

Living in a world of emptiness,

when it actually ain't empty at all,

with all my friends and foes,

making life interesting.

The sun may seem warm and bubbly,

but there may be more to what it seems.

Don't claim that you care.

Cos you don't.

My dear boy, please be nice, and don't jock my heart.

But somehow, I need you. I love you still.

I was looking at some blogs I'd abandoned but didn't bother deleting it.

And I actually spotted this:

http://the-musical-lurffe.blogspot.com/

I can't believe I was so full of tweet language last time. EWW!

2009-09-18T04:27:00.000-07:00

*waits*

Just lost everything I'd typed. I just wanted to spam photos.

2009-09-10T02:56:00.000-07:00

Had Shabu Shabu with parents just now. Yay me!

I totally love the setting, the songs and of course, the food. I think I ate at least 10 boxes of pork belly. And since I saw a sign which says 'no photography', I decided to abide by the rules.

Boo. Sorry. I couldn't let you guys see how I enjoyed myself.

Andandand, I love the milk maid costumes. Way to go! :D

I think everyone should go TORA SHABU. It's so nice.

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I decided to bring out my huge bottle of Hama beads and do something with it. Hopefully make something nice out of them, and sell them. $$$ Go me!

Anyhows, I WANT TOWN WITH SHERYL. WTH.

2009-09-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

The past. When I still had you.

2009-08-31T17:43:00.000-07:00

RUN.

I used to think that I've got plenty of time behind me. But I was wrong.
I realised that time is catching up with my pace. I'm running out of time. Oh well, guess I'll have to increase MY speed of life.
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Pizza was superb. Mum suggested that we order pizza, since it'd been some time since we last did. We always eat AT pizza hut. well well. Nice.
STOMP was nice too. PERFECTLY FABULOUS.

I forgot what I was going to type.

2009-08-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

MIGHT NOT BE WHAT YOU THINK IT IS.

I really hope things can stop being such a pain in the arse soon. It really sucks to see couples here and there. Hey, we were never together, never got the chance to. I shed those damn tears for some good reason one, moron. I'm not as sociable as you. I'm not that welcomed. I don't have what it takes. Agree?

I simply don't know what else to say. It just tires me out after sometime. Grr.
I HATE YOU.
Hate you for making me so worn out. For tiring me out.
For making me love you so much. For making me laugh so much. Cry so much.

Ten years later, would it still be the same?
I wonder.

2009-08-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

IGNORE. IGNORANCE. IGNORING.

Had STOMP practice today. I felt like a total moron.
ELENE, THINK OF SOLO AS WELL!
Percussion, jiayou! I have faith in you guys(including myself), that we'll rocks on the actual days.
Nevertheless, you guys have done a good job. JIANG JIANG!

Dar wasn't in school today. Arg. I miss her.
Congrats to: PAPA WEI PING(A1)
BENNIE BUNNY (A2)
JIAMEI GF(B3)

GOOD JOB, MAN!
Still waiting for my darn o lvl results. ORAL ONLY LA!

Going to JP to buy materials for the noticeboard tomorrow.
SNORE!

2009-08-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

WTH.

Just when I thought blogger's recovered from all that(shiat) thing.
WALAU?
I was wrong.
ARG. Forget. Just switch to livejournal la.
Damn.

ILOVEPANDA(S).
THEY'RE LIKE... SO CUTE:D

2009-08-17T06:26:00.001-07:00

TEASECUPS.COM

It's so amazing. I love it.

2009-08-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

I don't know la.
What the hell's wrong with this thing. I so hate the font.

So many things have changed.
Months ago, I was still laughing at Wei Ping,
"HAHA! NO HANDPHONE!"
And now he's got it already.

Few mths back, WE were still best friends.
NOW?
Gone.

Gone with the wind.

2009-08-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

FAG!

ZOMG. Blogger's driving me crazy. The world's driving me crazy.
Reminisce. Think back. Recall.
I used to be contented so easily. SO EASILY!
And now, I want things to go my way. I want everything.
I want this him. I want that him.
What's going on? What's happening to me? Is it part and parcel of growing up?

When was the last time I cried tears of joy? I know.
SYF. When the results were anounced, I cried. Gold. Tears of joy.

That's all, I suppose.

When was the last time I stopped crying over guys?
Never.
I was always the one who lost in a relationship. I'm tired.
But I must still smile.

I promised Sis SQ to smile no everyday, no matter what happens.
I will, Sis.
As for the photos,... TILL NEXT TIME! :D

2009-08-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

A DAY OF DILEMMA.

Today was, TIRING.

I think I'd better train my stamina. Or else I'll breakdown sooner or later.

Right.

I miss so many many people now.

I miss Greta.

I miss DarDar Fiona.

I miss Dearie Xin Yi.

I miss Sheryl. My best friend.

I MISS YOU. YOU. MY ONCE-BEST-FRIEND.

BUT DON'T NEED TO BLAME ME AND SHERYL.

MAYBE YOU NEED TO CHECK ON YOURSELF FIRST.

Or maybe its just me.

Is it?

2009-07-27T05:53:00.000-07:00

REMINISCE

What a typical way to start a post.

=.="

Never mind about that.

Okay, nothing much to say.

Had lunch with Mervvyn, Zane and Hong Yang. There was Sheryl. And. . . ME?

Talking to Michelle on MSN now. SO FUNNEH!

And Anselm. He thought there was only 1 student in pure geography!

HAHAHA.

Okay, nvm.

Here's a photo. (AGAIN) =.="

BYE GUYS!

2009-07-25T04:22:00.000-07:00

WEIRD.

I've just deleted everything I'd typed. And I can't recall much of it either.
GREAT.
Ok, overdue photos it shall be then :D

I was super bored in Dad's car then.

HAHA. I was tired. My birthday eh. PANDA!

My overdone cake, which was later on my face. Thanks WF for the cake!

MY DEAREST PERCA! Band Fiesta'09; Botanical Gardens :D

Dearie and I :D I love XINYI!

I hope Dad's okay uh. I miss him. TAKE CARE!

2009-07-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

LONG TIME.

SOOOOOOO LOOOOOONG!
I still haven't post my photo with Yi Yang.
Can't find my phone's USB. HMPH.
Band Fiesta was GREAT.
Yi Yang went:) Of cos lah, he listens to me. Blea. Kidding.

To Friend M________:

YOU ARE SERIOUSLY IRRTATING ME. MY PATIENCE'S WEARING THIN ALREADY.
I DON' EVEN WANT TO BOTHER ALREADY.
WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR? TO SUFFER WITH YOU, ALL THE TIME?
AND TO DO WHATEVER YOU'RE PUTTING US THROUGH?
HOPE YOU REALISE YOUR DARN MISTAKE ASAP.
AND STOP BEING A NUISANCE!

P.S And I'm so glad you'll be out of my sight, soon.

2009-06-24T19:55:00.000-07:00

SAVANNAH OUTEN.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1WxWMx-DI8

She's great! OMG.
I was browsing through Megan and Liz's myspace, when I spotted one of their latest covers for Savannah Outen's "ONE LOVE". Great. Then I watched Savannah Outen's "If you only knew".
OMG. Nice. And Cas Witherspoon's super duper HOT.
Anyhows, yesterday was nice. Combine was great! But after band wasn't so good.

To Wei Ping:
Sorry for making things difficult for you eh.
I know you are probably caught in between. Sheryl and I were just trying to salvage a friendship. Hope you don't mind.
Cannot sms 'cos you... Arg! Ha ha. OOPS!

2009-06-22T16:19:00.000-07:00

JUST TIRED.

(But must still smile)

Had NCO training yesterday. Was really nice. But my thumb has blisters, and my right hand's kind of aching now. But must endure eh!

Then went Macdonalds with Sheryl, Khan and Kaymond QUAHHHHH! LOL

Had a fun time. "Hi, Liza!" Ha ha.

Okay, I'm kind of confused as well. It's 23rdJune today, right? So, I'm posting for 22ndJune 'cos I was too tired yesterday. Well, well...

I miss you.

I miss those times we just talked to each other. You chased all my worries away. You may nt know it, but you always were my motivation. You made me hang in therem no matter how hard it was. It was hard trying to keep status quo. Friends. It's hard for me not to imagine us together. It's somehow harder to breathe without you. But I didn't know it was so easy to fall in love with you, yet so hard to break free.

But it's going to be just me. And I knew it from the start.

You were never going to be mine.

2009-06-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

DOUBLE-SIDED FEELINGS

Double-sided feelings now. Happy; unhappy.
Why is the world so IRONIC?
Can't seem to understand other people. Probably I should go for mind-reading classes eh.
Before I forget: ANG YI YANG, YOU STILL OWE ME A PRESENT.(A LOT OF PRESENTS)
Just in case I forget only.
To Sheryl and Lester: Xin Yi and I would try our best to help you guys wherever possible.
We'll help you guys put the section together. Don't worry:)
Anyway, that pig, AYY, is lazy. So tmr would be another boring day of moving hse, and most probably HOMEWORK.
ARG! Scream eh.