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Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 5:54 AM

5th March 2009

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Talked with yi yang till 10.30 , and I didn't know he knew Japanese. LOL
Yawned all the way in class. Stil having flu. Arg.
Geo test, can la.
Must give him ice-cream cones= trophies?LOL That guy ah.

The worst way of missing someone is sittng right beside them,
knowin that you can't have them.

i miss him.




5:54 AM

SORRY YI YANG

Sorry Yi Yang.
You had to come down despite you are tired.
But thanks anyway. I am so gonna pass this coming Geo test:DD
If I fail, then I will disappoint this guy la. Work hard!
Well, ytd was ok. Manageable.
Must mug for Geo test. jia you jia you.
Yi Yang was very tired. He had to entertain himself.
I'm sorry, cause I didn't entertain him. I even fell asleep.
Then he had to poke me to wake me up. Still, I took like a million years to wake up la.
Then he left earlier. Felt like sending him home la, cause afraid he would walk into a lamp post or something. LOL
Anyway, there's like 2 hrs of Bio tomorrow.
Wait, I bet there's more.
Endure, study hard.
Can't wait for next Sunday...




5:54 AM

Just screammm.

Argh! Life sucks.
I mean, I suck la, fine?
I can't cope anymore.
I might be toppling due to over-stress anytime.
I need something to de-stress myself.
But, what?
Yi Yang, save your chairlady leh!




Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 4:42 AM

What is happening to me?

I don't know what's happening to me.
I don't get the same feeling whenever I look at you now. No more.
How I wish someone can be less nice to me, so that, hopefully, I can get over him faster.
But the another side of me doesn't want all these to stop.
I want him to poke me, and make me laugh till I turn pink.
I want him to play with my hair, and push my head against the wall.
Maybe, to even lend me his shoulder to lean on.
God, can you please tell me, that he likes me too?
Thank you.

They say: Love isnot a bunch of roses, nor a bottle of expensive perfume;
and it is certainly not the size of your wallet.


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Saturday, February 21, 2009, 5:38 AM

COMPLICATED

I guess there are just some things that are not within our control.
Love, 'I like you' and vice versa.
Boo. It's giving me the creeps already.

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5:38 AM

Fairytale no more

I guess it's just so not my day today.
Argh.
Well, sorry Bennie, cause I couldn't do anything to make you happier;(
I don't know why, but sometimes, I just feel like giving up la.
From Monday to Saturday, I'm forever occupied.
And for Sundays, there would always be something up as well.
Why try so hard to please people, when there's this saying that goes like this: Live for yourself?Like, boo, la.
Well, perhaps I should just give up la.
Cause, I don't have all the encouragement I need, all that passion in me--gone.
No wonder they say 'life's not a fairytale'.
Why can't things be much more simpler?
Why make matters so complicating?
I see no point in that, seriously.
Cause what?
Cause life must suck eh?
Well, whatever.
I'm just gonna watch and watch the world zoom past me,
while I just sit there and. . . watch.
And that's that.




Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 3:57 AM

Jelly Beans Day

Today was the 'jelly-beans day'.
Swooped, and there went the whole packet.
Going to buy the 'spikey sugar cubes' tomorrow.
Sarah and mervvyn--couple. LOL
Homework, tests, and more tests.
The school never gets enough of those.
Poof.
I can't wait for tomorrow--band.
I want to practice la.
I saw Commenwealth's band.
Pretty good.
While doing the test, heard commands,blabla.
SO NOISY, just kidding:D
Anyway, I am lazy to go on Sunday.
Hope Yi Yang's not going.
Ha ha, kidding.
Or else Minnie wouldn't have a maths 'tutor'. LOL
I love so many people.
And miss so many as well.




Thursday, February 12, 2009, 5:48 AM

Happy Valentine's Day

Yo, people.
First of all, happy valentine's day!
Secondly, happy belated b'day to both Pa Pa Lim Wei Ping and fellow sista Elene Tay.
They were tricked la, but had chocolate cake.
Gotcha!
Today should be called the 'chocolate day la. So much choc eaten by me.
Well,
For people with bfs/gfs, long live yea(LOL).
And for those without those 'bf and gf crap', chill out with your homies, or your loved ones:D
Yea, today rocks.
But, forgot to bring white band tee, haven't dry la.
Had to rush home to change, then put big boob Jia Mei's cookies into the fridge.
LOL
Bennie spilled curry onto my 100 bucks jacket.
SOB.
Received some letters here and there, and also sweeeeeet candies and chocolates.
Yay.
Lincoln brought chocolate here, to share with the section.
Tried to stuff the chocolate wrapper into Lincoln's bag. Don't remember seeing it after that.
Maybe its in my bag already, ahhhh!
I hid some wrapper in my hands, and only made the chocolate visible to Wen Jie.
And he happily took it.
HAHAHAHA. Tricked!
I love soooooo many people.
I love perca!!!
I love Xin Yi, for her lovely chocolate.
I love Linda, for her chocolate and touching letter.
I love Lincoln, for his chocolate. LOL
I love Bennie, for her Toblerone, and letter.
I love Xin Hui, for her Toblerone.
I love Jia Mei big boob2, for her lovely cookies.
I love sooooo many many people for their lovely wishes and candies.
Last but not least, I wanna thank baby for the lovely roses, and the cute necklace:D
I love you.
All the best.

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5:48 AM

Tapioca

Put 'Ming Kang' and 'tapioca' together. Suits him totally.
LOL Hey Tapioca, I don't care about HIM okay.
Yea, tday was okay la. Pretty ok.
Filled the entire 'v-day board' with perca and more perca.
No higher mt. Yays!
Stayed back and looked for 'mei nu' with dearie xy.
So fun eh.
'Ms Straaten rocks!' were just one of them.
But I wrote it big big eh! LOL
I want move house, DRUMSET DRUMSET!
I would love the guy if he would just give me his drumset.
One, he can save on the 'moving fee'.
And on the other hand, he can leave under my perfect care.
Ha ha.
I don't wanna lead a lonely valentine's day.
Rest assured, I won't b anyway XD
Bye, morning tmr.

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 6:19 AM

Project Love Soup

Yay, that's my future band name 'kay!
Just kidding.
Today was ok, lame-ass.
Erin, just keep it a secret la:D Thanks.
Had to do the Teacher's award thingy, stupitttt Nicholas.
Just kidding.
You rock la, fine.
Anyway, I am so gonna study for Geo test. Ha ha.
Pending for 'the shining', Zane. . .
Well, the Geo project' running all over me.
So tired, ywnhs.
Adam misses me? LOL
Anway, Nights my darling.

with love
candy soup

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Saturday, February 07, 2009, 6:44 AM

So not into you.

Bad day.
Sectional was ok. Combined as well.
Very shag today. Boo.
Anyway, had a good laugh while watching that video again.
I really love David Archuleta now.
Yay Qiu Yan!
Finally I can play Torch Dance with more confidence.
But, there's always room for improvements.
Ta-da.

There are just some things that doesn't click together, no matter how hard you try.
Just like you and me.


Are we friends? Is there more? Is there more?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

We don't belong to each other, and that's a fact I'll have to accept.
No matter how hard I try, things would never change.
A miracle won't happen just for you and I.
Boo.

No one would ever care.
No one would bother.
I'm lonely, down.
Nothing, nothing else.




Friday, February 06, 2009, 5:58 AM

Tuts my barreh

People, you guys definitely have to watch this.
It's a MUST-WATCH ah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8

Thanks Greta.
Introduced to Sheryl and Dhanisha.
LMAO.

Zane, I don't owe you any chocolate now.
I owe Hui Min strawberry chocolate.
Valentine's Day:
-Perca Peeps
-baby.

Oh, Lester and I were irritated.
Couldn't reach 160 la.
Boo.

Oh, new section commitees.
Appoined section-head of QM.
There goes the treasurer post.
Bennie!

Oh, this is for Ms Straaten.(specially write for you one leh.)

HANDLE WITH CARE

My heart's fragile,
It breaks so easily,
And melts at the slightest heat.
My heart's fragile.

Please do dump it on the floor,
And let it bleed profusely.

Please remember to let it melt,
Undet the big, hot sun.

And don't ever forget,
My heart's fragile.